Showing posts with label competence. Show all posts
Showing posts with label competence. Show all posts

20.4.18

almost anything was possible except of course the actual


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almost anything was possible
except of course the actual
 almost anything was possibal
except of course the actule
 almond many things were posse bulls
accept off course the acts (oh well)
 all monde money pings wore aussie bull
axe it quaff coarse free sax orwell
 awl monday monkey brings sore bossy pills
knack knicks doff horse see sex nor bell 
will one day gong for thee
            her relocation to paris was excruciating giving her a frightful memory of arriving in that grey inhumane sad city   she did not get along with her fellow students at the sorbonne – classes there were stupid antiquated abstract scandalously unsuited for lofty needs
aging   a mildly funny running longstanding joke that we humans – perhaps our chief distinction and most underused asset – have the capacity to advance subvert (this subversion of a subversion)  our (primary) task to tweak this gag that in the accumulations of time seems to permit fewer manoeuvrings requiring greater prosthetics to simulate expansions which (in their functional unrealities) engender our requirement – these imaginary adjustments in wits delirious machineries
a life – if allowed to flourish – is always unforgivable
 … taken by and large and with little change through the rhetorics of progress humanity hates humans of culture until they are dead
signs of the titanic sinking   inadequate materials preparation classism sexism greed disorganization …
                  extending with little effort to the boaty human artifice we presently bob in on unfathomable voids … unprepared disorganized fragmented -isms of every description greedy beyond all capacities clinging to any semblance of intelligence or wisdom blindly thrusting forward into alleys of icebergs we do not see so full we are of our own petty grandeur …
the centidog – surely the koreans or chinese (it must be them) should invent the ~100-legged dog if they haven’t already   close to the ground longfur nodiscernibleface (covered by hair) legs barely visible scurrying everywhere going nowhere a hybrid perfection of pethorror
  1. there are the poor students of maps
  1.    those who study in some manner of degree and definition better than poorly (or the poorly as so presented as poor in that above 1) so as to master those who study less   poor poor students
  1.      and those others   given the task of garbage   about whom we should not speak
seeming a competent assemblyline worker in an iso approved facility in knowledges sad smiling industry
 let us enter together ,love, that glottalia of dreams
after marmaladé
after verlame
after more eau
after de che vanities
after our own wurst
after all subtle colour and nervous rhythm
after the faint mixed tints
what more is possible?
after us the savage god
and
which
tasks
remain
in
these
regulated
barbarisms
we
call
civilization?
·    trace in words tracings of gods evolutions
·       trekdetour around capitalisms freeways
·       record in language geometries of sensation
·       establish an informal school of interior archivists devoted to records and artefacts of invisible factories whose business is an aestheticization of movement
·       run and hide and run from societys savage packs until trapped
·       attempt to become a passable thespian on stages of myself
·       break into a crypt of god in our citys heart to perform obscure autopsies
·       codify curricula for nonexistent disciplines and faculties
·       actively belong to no group
·       translate darkness to darkness using keyboards of light
·       unite vulgarity and purity
·     reduce use of definite articles punctuation use singularities
·       forage for beauty in vast and growing human dumps
·       avoid convention trade assets integrity skill plans morality art knowledge virtue …
·       as mobility becomes stable demobilize   as stability becomes routinized desettle
·       master addiction to everything
·       nurture unalterable circumferences
·       feed human zoo
·       further guilds of anonymitys arts
·       invent landscapes (outer spaces ghettos inner spaces infinite funhouses mycelial networks ruins and phantasmagorical collapses babelian skies …) of glottalia
·       document uncommunicatings of communication
·       anonymize namings   deculture cultures of namings

11.3.17

m.d.


the feeling that comes with aging … feels like nostalgia but isn’t, lacking its reduced colour, its need to experience certain configurations of time and identity as superior (or inferior  as regret, bitterness).

nevertheless, with accumulation of losses, a feeling visits in relation to these accumulations, these assets, that feels as if it has something to do with time. but, when explored, has more to do with the nature of dream.

my experience of dreaming has increased and it is this – oneirocompetence – that i would name this feeling, and nothing sentimental ... experience that skirts deftly around the scrimmage of opinions, the tedium of politics, the oppositions of feeling, and a false pretense of language toward knowing.