20.7.18

dao de jing v


heaven and earth are ruthless; they treat the myriad creatures as straw dogs
the sage is ruthless; she treats the people as straw dogs
is not the space between heaven and earth like a bellows?
it is empty without being exhausted
the more it works the more comes out
to hear much will lead only to a dead end
better to hold fast to what is within

dear fives,

in contrast to reward and punishment mythologies, moralities of good and evil … in contrast to any sentimental gods or god who assume goodness, compassion, love – offsetting cruelty, hate, malice to other forces … in contrast to the childish capricious powers of many  forceful infants of the heavens …  shrugging at ideas of benevolence and ritualistic conformity (whether the rites are prescribed institutionally or in the heave of society), dao doesn’t even posit a god (or at least a god more than a common tansy or brinjal masala). here are heaven and earth – the way of dark virtue and the way of simian prescribed rites – the people, the sage

the sage, who is later dismissed as unworthy and risible. the people, who are routinely presented as a pulsing conglomerate of necessary followers. the impossible way of heaven. the pervasively enforced expectations of earth

here heaven, earth, and sages form a strange alliance, of which the people are not a part, contractually bound by ancient models to a dna of indifference. the people though get excited or discouraged by constructions of amorality, immorality, blood and barbarism, difference, the vestments and scripts of hierarchical power and status, their passions expressed in moral systems, tedious schadenfreude and its organized siblings (government and war), integrity and transgression

and what is this indifference  – detachment or fate or enlightenment or geometry or discernment or silence or intelligence or something else or puerility?  – a magnificent disdain for the mores of a species which has consistently demonstrated through its nightmare, history, that it cannot act except through severings, genocides, rapaciousness, and an alert purposiveness?

love is mentioned few times in these 81 vignettes and when it is always in a way that subverts our common orientations. dao doesn’t say love but ruthlessness. not a ruthlessness apart from love as it is not apart from anything. dao does not do apart. (to not take this word or text or any and raise it to an all)

not that ruthlessness of presidents and entrepreneurs that is called expediency and pragmatism, not that squabbling fortress of mothers and fathers and lovers and spouses that is called love, not that ruthlessness of a member of the myriad creatures as it goes about its entertained scrimmage of a life, a ruthlessness called whatever it is called, but some other kind that is not defined by the images in your mind but by dao, undefined, in its inexplicabilities

love, that drippy word, may be destroying us. for the way we practice it is not large. it does not reach beyond our little interests of self and species, around the earth and out to heaven, past the breathing of the infinite spaces between, and further still, something at hand, a vital emptiness

dao acknowledges the paths – of reading all the books, collecting all the lovers, helping all the poor, responding to all the messages, listening to all the podcasts and videos, amassing all the wealth, assuming all the power, knowing all the references and magic tricks, displaying all the beauty … and of holding assiduously to that vitality

and where are the measures and graphs and peer-reviewed articles to show the how and what and why of this? how do i tell that one holds fast to that?

by means of dark virtue, by means of old paths, by means of confused turnings, by means of muddledness and listlessness, by means of this

17.7.18

dao de jing iv


the way is empty yet when used there is something that does not make it full
deep, it is like the ancestor of the myriad creatures
blunt the sharpness
untangle the knots
soften the glare
follow along old wheel tracks
darkly visible, it only seems as if it were there
i don’t know whose child it is –
it images the foreparent of god

dear fours,

long before simulation replaced reality and images the word, before surfaces usurped the deep and the seen became the only rule of truth, idontknow of dao loitered in existence’s confused corridors

long before natality and genealogy were questioned by the revolutionary doors of modernity, before causation was sublimated and identity defined, mud and murkiness presented themselves in shadows and indistinctions at an unmarked crossroads of history and nothing

god here is not some omniscient omnipresent omnipotent conscious or unconscious good or indifferent or malicious creator that bred a world and left, forgot, neglected it, merged with it … even some totality of opposites ... but just a bump and a ride on a carousel of vague forms, an orphan of emptiness

pointedness. entanglement. brightness. novelty. a quaternity of desirable attributes which dao in its almost comic nonchalance suggests we don’t particularly esteem or nurture. hardly advocating idiocy, dullness, conservatism or tradition, simpleness … hardly articulating a fourstep plan to wellness, success, happiness, enlightenment, knowledge … hardly inducting you into any arcane esoteric arts … lacking teleological thrust, highlighting a constructing through notconstructing, leading through following (not any idea, person, thing, text, feeling), an ising through seeming, a way through notway

it only seems
it only seems as if
it only seems as if it were
there

i reach into infinite hereness of soul and what do i sense but an appearing to, an if that moves around itself in shimmering vacuity

i don’t know how to embrace such elusiveness. i don’t know if it is full or nearly full or empty or running out. i don’t know if it is a thing or what it is or is not. i don’t know how it is related. i don’t know its accomplishments. i don’t know if it is worthy or real or an it or a joke or imbecility, a reflection of an archaic absolute or a bending of a line, an allaying, an untangling, a softening …

15.7.18

dao de jing iii


not to honour humans of excellence will keep the people from contention
not to value goods that are hard to come by will keep the people from theft
not to display what is desirable will keep the people from being unsettled
hence in its rule the sage empties their minds but fills their bellies
weakens their purpose but strengthens their bones
it constantly keeps the people innocent of knowledge and free from desire
and causes the clever not to dare
it simply takes no action and everything is in order

dear threes,

in this age of action, will, desire, coveted goods, displayings, knowledge, cleverness, purpose, strength, guilt, daring, prizes … how could we ever respond to such a piece of trivial comedy?

in a world that calls for increasingly accelerated action, that fears and seeks disorder, that could be said to inhabit – and require for its shaky presentations of sanity – a constantly expanding ever-full so-busy amusement park of mind … what are we to conjure from this text other than laughter and a quick return to facebook?

the people. contentious. stealing. unsettled. ignorantly purposive. banally knowledgeable. conventionally clever. orgasmically active

the sage. emptying, filling. weakening, strengthening. keeping, freeing, causing. all not for all but for not

three nots begin. not to honour. not to value. not to display. not as commandments. these are not do nots. rather these are apophatic infinitives

and the dao de jing belongs in a tradition of extreme erotic animation, of unbounded limitless vitality, not of any of these cheap pejorative unthinking labels of sublimation, denial, repression, puritanism, prudery spawning from an inquisitional technochristian psychology … but through immersions in life flows that will not be dammed, ossified, monetized, monumentalized. its negations and seeming absurdities – which are truly absurdities seen from within the crammed and camera’d tourist lookout of monuments – arise from a natural aversion to the apparent positivity of construction and objective … as things that have forgotten their not-thingness

here is a not-self. look at the selves in it. here is a not-word. see the words

not a discipline or even a practice but maybe an experience, sensation, attraction, response

and the rule? what do we say about this? do we posit an esotaticized empire in which its people are the myriad voices of a collective psychic history pulsing through the vast empty spaces of modern interiority? do we messianically or otherwise dream of a singularity or set of singularities that might slip through the heaping clutters of meddling sectarian politics to impossibly model dao in a world of technology – that knowledge made overwhelming and necessitous environment?

what are these questions but the mind that has neither emptied nor overflowed, set in its irrigation canals for the mawed input pipes of gorged epistemological factories?

dao is a form of radical freedom, of an orientation toward and placement in desire such that all possible objects of desire are already present and fulfilled, presenting and fulfilling, to be presented and fulfilled, tenses and modes of wandering … of identities relentlessly morphing and morphed into one another, of mutation not being a precipitator and product of fear but these very seconds of air we breathe

so humans. take your hierarchies of people and things and don’t invert them – inverted hierarchies, twisted hierarchies, flattened hierarchies, transmuted and transformed hierarchies are still hierarchies. just simply not and no and an order that slips through the ordering ordered orders may manifest

8.7.18

dao de jing ii

the whole world knows the beautiful as the beautiful and this is only the ugly
it knows the good as the good and this is indeed the bad
something and nothing producing each other
the difficult and the easy complementing each other
the long and the short offsetting each other
the high and the low filling out each other
note and sound harmonizing with each other
before and after following each other
these are in accordance with what is constant
hence the sage dwells in the deed that consists in taking no action and practices the teaching that uses no words
it makes the myriad creatures without being their initiator
it benefits them without exacting any gratitude for this
it accomplishes its task without claiming any merit for this
it is because it lays claim to no merit that its merit never deserts it

dear twos,

as nature – now animate only as use and sentiment, raw material for stories and human aggrandizement, whether in the manufactured forests of the dead wilderness or the pedicured sexiness of the homo sapiens fleshed ecosystems: a critical aspect, as erect penises and wet vaginas in namesake pornography, in the international conglomerate of that much larger necessitated pornographic environment in which we now all breathe and participate – is remote to the point of abolition, as perhaps art is becoming, so may be dao

what dao would think of this – being given to shadowy presences, murkiness, namelessness, and root – who would assume to know? for even this commentary is a reflection of shadows of shadows and we claim at most (though we do not claim even this) an attempted transcription of the smoke of notknowing as it rises from dark and untraceable fires into the vast farnear unreliable orbits of words around infinite nonexistent centers

much is said of balance in the sacred blather of the day. but dao takes it to levels of discomfort that could, without rare mitigation, easily consume. for the people live devoting much of their predictable lives to practices of offsetting that they euphemize as balance and the bulk accepts the euphemisms as they do, for nonacceptance implies modifications who would want (other than in fact many of the myriad creatures)?

we have something and nothing. difficult and easy. before and after. high and low. and the list could go on far beyond what is listed, as lists can. and isn’t society the struggle to hoard as much easy, high, and something to oneself while offsetting as much difficult, nothing, and low to others? and this very tendency, so endemic to humans, a core stupidity? and balance in the annals of polite and commonplace discourse a virtued concept to launder what is now an acceptable pandemic? perhaps not. but why would we not include these as possibilities as viable as those others so dominant and ubiquitous? (surely little so far of conventional thought and practice is working, other than in a technical-unto-death kind of way)

but who among us could escape the elements of this offsetting in a rabidly blabbing world? and dao if anything might be remnantly here not for escape or even offsetting but as a dark technique of reorienting to these elements

in an increasingly homogenous culture that seduces even diversity into its gargantuan bed, volition and communication are at or near the apex of today’s (as always) slavebuilt pyramids. what then do we do with a text not only in a world of image but one that points to practices of nonaction and nonspeaking, not as cowardices, retreats, passivities, indolences, but as something else, a something else we can hardly name not simply because of its elusive nature in linguistic and semantic realms but as our addiction to our pornographic environment (this severing called balance) is unacknowledged

these something elses are not places to vacationally, retreatedly, yogaclassly visit but the places where the sage dwells – her home and family apart from yet in the pornography of the world. an oldnew nature. a dao

and you can think if you wish that the citizened productive family, owning home and smiles and civilities, producers and appreciators of good policies and procedures, is our societal mainstay, our regulated levee against the disorders and nights of nature, art, dao. and from a certain (pornographic) perspective, this is not untrue. but the beautiful is only the ugly and good the bad – not in that stupid way the nazis interpreted nietzsches insights, still so prosaically common when the masses encounter intelligent doubt – but in the way of dao, this way of ways, which, lost like nature, as maybe it must be, brings the empire, the myriad creatures, ruthlessness and benevolence, the family and the hermit, the tree and the hadron collider, disgrace and honour … all these irreconcilable things … into the empire of the soul, thisthat plural singularity, and there … daos them