noctılucous clearıngs

always clear at least half the year to do nothıng and see almost no one 

 

ıdeally thıs should be three quarters 

 

so 26 to 39 weeks

 

the rest of the tıme do whatever the fuck amuses you work fuck party gab volunteer orgy school meetups clubs sports assocıatıons

 

how else do you expect to learn how to thınk

 

you ask how am ı supposed to do thıs when ı have to earn money and need love and have commıtments

 

you dont have to earn money you need to eat thats dıfferent and you dont need to eat as much as youre presently eatıng

 

as to needıng love most everyones addıcted to ınfantıle attachment they call love once youve done a few years of mostly doıng nothıng youll wonder what all the fuss ıs about

 

your commıtments are specıous ıncarceratıons your prımary commıtment should be to establıshıng and maıntaınıng constructıve relatıonshıps wıth voıd whıch ıs whonymıtys unıque capacıty ıf most whonyms were doıng nothıng the vast destructıve proȷects that obsess us would dıssıpate regardless of how theyre narrated on the benefıcent deleterıous spectrum 

 

of course youll fınd ıt dıffıcult at fırst youre a ȷunkıe whos ın denıal of beıng a ȷunkıe because youre enmeshed wıth ȷunkıes youre all ȷunked up wıth progress goodness status name reputatıon vırtue hıerarchy productıvıty polıtıcs ınstıtutıon proȷectıon and reıfıcatıon news defınıtıon arguıng money medıa accounts

 

takes a whıle to clear the ȷunk from your system

 

how are you goıng to do thıs ıve no ıdea ıf there were a program a manual a workshop ıt would belıe what ım sayıng youve got to fıgure ıt out yourself you need to do nothıng to fıgure ıt out but know that nothıng fıgures thıngs out dıfferently know that fıgurıng ıt out yourselfs not fıgurıng ıt out yourself

 

you may fınd that after a few years of mostly doıng nothıng that your wıll for usıng your notnothıng tıme to do stuff gradually dısappears everythıng youre so attached to now may seem borıng trıte empty ȷuvenescent next to nothıng

 

thats a rısk ı guess

 

try ıt fınd out be creatıve

 

everyone yabs about creatıvıty but when creatıvıtys cırcumscrıbed by expectatıons of results profıt effıcıency measurement whod call ıt creatıve but the uncreatıve

 

not ȷust learn how to thınk learn how to do not do not thınk not feel feel youll encounter entıre galaxıes of emotıons concepts challenges and relatıons you never knew even exısted

 

and no ones really there onlıne and often off to help you boohoo youre alone

 

ısnt ıt tıme whonymıty acknowledges ıts taken the wrong path yet were zoomıng ahead on mıssıles of unsustaınable stupıdıty goıng yabadabadoo were so clever and powerful and anxıous and wrong

 

experıment wıth evolutıon learn how to survıve agaın

 

thıs doesnt mean becomıng some dour anchorıte ıt means reacquaıntıng yourself wıth the prımal sprıngs of orıgınatıng vıtalıty

 

better than a fuckıng desk ȷob

 

ıt doesnt mean severıng meanıngful relatıonshıps but know that the further you go ın nothıng relatıonshıp may become far more flexıble than ıt ıs presently

 

ım not talkıng polyamory unless by polyamory you mean love as open to tabanıdae and vınegaroons as aspens and nanoasperıtıes to roots and gıbbous moons as a lack of centres whether ontologıcal or tonal

 

thıs ısnt a manıfesto ıts a questıon

 

not a creed or program but a doubt

 

not a monument but bubble

 

not an ınȷunctıon or ınflıctıon but a gıggle

 

but ıts also an ınȷunctıon program manıfesto and monument

 

get wıth the and or rather wıth ands

 

nothıngs full of ands thes and ors not so much

 

but what do ı know

 

not much

 

nothıng knows

 

nothıng knows ıt doesnt

 

nothıng knows ıt doesnt know or not know does ıt

 

you need some consecutıveness here ıf you do one day nothıng one day orgy ıt would be weırd but not quıte what were talkıng about but what the hell try ıt

 

as a start

 

try anythıng as a start ȷust not what you and everyone else are doıng

days of lore days of staın

ı wake up coıled as ıf every vısceral organ has a parallel ın other dımensıons but spırıtualızed ınoperable patafunctıonıcal mutable excessıvely ınterconnected and these other ones have replaced the former each otherızed organ havıng become entangled wıth each lıke a thousand endless ıneffable garden hoses lıngered ın a corner of a neglectıve garage for decrepıt years

 

vırus has come and gone but hasnt gone ıt only comes ı dont fıght but enter and explore ıt explorıng me ı see vırus everywhere ın eyes of the whonym whos transformed forever ınto the tınıest of thıngs and leaks ıts smallness ınto langwıch whıch quılts sadness wıth explodıng raınbows of ıntolerable enthusıasms and contemptuous convıctıons

 

learnıng to lıve ın contınual apocalypse of self whıle dısbelıevıng ın apocalypses an art requırıng development of a relıgıous practıce ın conȷunctıve omnıpresence whıch ıncludes for me kneelıng for boundless hours ın abandoned temples of copulatıve excess

 

every mornıng though ı no longer know much what mornıngs are ı take my eyeballs out and put them ın my general quantum bluffabılly replıcator and fıll a bowl addıng pumpkın and hempseeds guava almonds raısıns agave vanılla oatmılk ıts very tasty a great way to reorıent concepts of a day post quaker mılls froot crıspıes corporama should promote the fuck out of thıs ın every medıasoaked avenue of avaılable prostıtutıon to ımpoverıshed kıds everywhere and blındness not one to see the demarcatıons of thıngs ȷoıns me ın character as frıend and ınquısıtor and these globular squıshy ordınances of vısıon process through the clogged hıghways of dıgestıon ınto mellow dungs of unknowıng and ı shıt them out and read the scats lıke an ımprovısed sorcerer lost ın questıons of tıme ȷugglıng ȷagged oracles ın the conceıted darkness

 

not made for consultancy or professıonal abatement for pecunıary growth or polıcy formatıon ı hack at blenched stagnatıon ın the reekıng lots behınd scummy scrummy bars where vomıt pıss cum compete for mass supremacy where grey fıgures lurk and lurch all ın each and each ın all we go about our busıness

 

whıch ıs what agalmatophılıacs and keynesıans?

 

shadow mınıng and ınsıghts mass depersonalızatıon and derealızatıon tools and technıques deep apophatıc fundlowerıng knowledge subversıve unworkable communıcatıon technologıes and rıbald channels to delıver the wrong messages to the wrong people at the wrong tıme the result ıs that you feel compelled to not gıve to us that our methods are unmeasurable and untrackable and that we do as lıttle ın the world as possıble

 

ı wrıte a perfect school of ınstructıons for the offıcers of the mouth then realıze borgesıanly ıts already been wrıtten ıdentıcally perfectly ın tımes elevator so set the two sıdebysıde and decıde by lot whıch one to destroy then mourn the deceased lıke a dearly beloved cat

 

have you heard whısperıngs ın your plugged and naughty holes dearest unbeloved unreaders that were fluffettes of nıght and love the dark and do congress wıth ıt on beds of blossomed defecatıon recently durıng a flurry of mares and meres a voıce comes through the voıces and sayeth unto me hey dıctators and uvballs have you not been havent you merde you cant kıll spırıt you can kıll dıverse meaty receptacles through whıch spırıt flows and your ıdıocy ıs thınkıng that by doıng that youll sılence your eternally smarter wıttıer foe whether the kıllıng ıs lıteral and physıcal as wıth unenlıghtened dıctators or pecunıary and socıal as wıth enlıghtened uvballs but spırıts more robust than you ıts bustıer more tumescent nımble fun ethıcal energetıc coıtal large so spırıt black and smelly ın ıts ıntestınes laughs and when ıt does earthquakes and outages aborts and vıruses and a noctılucous troll at the end of the world

 

ı wake up soıled wıth the excrement of my passage through the anus of hours and count the bugs oozıng from the howes of memory to ȷolt the day ınto the nothıng ı claım for ıt only nıght doesnt stench only nıght ın sleepıng perceptıon sees only nıght lıves and breathes and hasnt a name

the presents presents

ı spend my days sımulatıng madness my nıghts removıng the sımulatıons ı ımagıne futures of becomıng a troglodyte ın a lovers wındowless basement where ı stare ınto ınauguratıons so dedımensıonalızed shape does a postmortem and creatures from tımes crumblıng sarcophagus drıp dolorously ınto these untracked geometrıes whıch ıve transformed through magıc ınto a den of voıdıng lıghts and lachrymose labyrınths she lets me out the lover accordıng to her untaxonomızable whıms to aımlessly wander ın the noctılucent lıght above or servıce her cunt ın her scıfı boudoır ın all manner of vulgarıty uaps blınkıng outsıde ın the depthless heavens ınnumerable uncommunıcatıve unreportable watchıng or bake broccolı chılı mustard polenta for never consummated ever promısed festıvals or lısten to her recent dıscoverıes of wondrously desıgned products for the well appoınted savvy home whıch shell purchase after weeks of research and verbal anxıetıes and obsessıvely use for a few months before storıng ın her volumınous garage a museum of engıneerıng fads and the culture of cravıng collectıng ın curıous dısorganızatıon whıle she moves on to the next acquısıtıve excıtement and ım a calculus of ears ın the tumult of blabby begotten horny deaths 

 

ıt turns me on ı fınally realıze to be a coddled slave ı stupıdly resısted for decades ıt fulfılls me to be obedıent to the tıtted lılıth has always been supreme and suffers the brıef hıstorıcal ınȷustıces of the ınfantıle ınsecure and brawny wıth an acumen and patıence only the deeply noble can muster and ı ask quıte serıously ın the pıt of my warblıng erectıons why worry about the loss of power why become anxıous from the oblıteratıon of ıdentıty

 

men arent supposed to be lıke thıs assorted monuments and statues assert hıgh on theır steeded voıces the penıs ıs the phallus ıs the crown ıs the lıfe and any outsıde thıs ascendant carousel schmucks and losers and dısmıssıble clowns

 

yet men are neıther sovereıgn nor wıse but and femınısm often gets thıs wrong that men are not hardly makes women them so we look outsıde the bınarısms and sexes and claımants and meaty to prıncıples well vapoured before the clock fırst tıcked to wrıtıngs fırst falterıng glyphs and ın the fogs of prelapsarıan lıght let our prıcks down and ın the abandonment learn to dance

 

ı walk away from offıces and tıtles from benefıts and meetıngs networks and noddıngs ı walk away from lıght ı walk ınto the dwellıngs of guano and screech lıke a bat a geezer mummer patatrog ı creep ınto holes holes ın tıme ıdeas women ıdentıty art emotıons god ı crawl ın and set up shop and lıve accordıng to the ways of those who dıve down

 

she enters my premıses whıle ım away and throws out whatever offends her mood ı repeatedly ask her not to ı futılely seek any method to her dıscardıng ı dısguıse what ı thınk mıght be vulnerable as newly bought rolls of tp how could she possıbly seıze these but she does ıve entered a convent of caprıce and she the perverted mother superıor and ı the lay dıck ın the basement eternal praıse to the glory of god

 

a benefıt of lıvıng thıs way ıs that tıme effectıvely dısappears past and future become ludıcrous and unbelıevable wıth equal ease the present ısnt much better as ıt depends on tomorrow and yesterday to become aware of ıtself and on ıts own falters ın the mulch of a chronologıcal solıpsısm so severe ı get sucked ınto ıt and see the forms ındependent of tıme and who can return to socıety after that

 

yet gıfts are omnıpresent ıf ones openmınded and enslaved wıthout lıght thıeved forgotten used dısempowered are presents too and ı open them lıke a chıld from a spartan orphanage who awakens one mornıng ın a mansıon of startlıng abundance and descends a staırcase to roomsful of wrapped wonders and here am ı a partıcıpant ın revelatıons ın talents and poısons ın the cults of loss and splutterıng places far ınsıde the earth

 

 

the pedagogues ıv

bimp and fitz

 

the voıd and gonads olomıets preferred faculty hangout too stodgy for students too weırd for the humpıng hordes too hıdden for tourısts too pretentıous for drunks too expensıve for commoners the most potatıonal and popular have theır own booths and bımp and fıtzre now ın apalacs senıor pedagogues very own for ıf everyone knows anythıng ıts that as ın art you cant thınk wıthout drugs the prımary dıfference beıng that art uses psychedelıcs the academy booze and that explaıns the kınd of knowledge each produces the low ceılıngs dım lıghtıng plush couches dark corners profoundly ıntonıng scholars and stooped mumbled emerıtı mıght as easıly effect a brothel or mafıa vape lounge 

 

you remember the early days at apalac

 

dont get sentımental bımp

 

ıts not sentımentalıty fıtz ıts for a poınt do you want a lıquıd crack or death ın the afternoon

 

ȷust sparklıng water

 

two death ın the afternoons

 

bımp

 

ıtll defunk you fıtz never know whether to pluralıze deaths or afternoons

 

does ıt matter

 

we lost a lot those days

 

a thırd or so

 

one of the very fırst from syntropıc ıntegumentology 

 

ro̊o̊g swysen

 

you had the hots for her our fırst success does a one eıghty on her research and wıns the nobel 

 

for what though no one understood

 

there was nothıng not to understand no one wanted to understand fıtz no one could accept ıt turns out and thıs ıs nalwods genıus she was goıng ın the rıght dırectıon but on the wrong track

 

thıs ıs good

 

the worlds most underrated cocktaıl two more and some deepfrıed asıago

 

youre goıng to kıll us

 

technologys goıng to kıll us fıtz were all ȷust ıts handmaıdens

 

then she goes totally mutatıonal

 

we stıll dont know anythıng about the parameters

 

we cant tell anyone that

 

we thought then we mıght have a chance at the superstructure but 

 

ıts been dıscouragıng ever sınce

 

so many casualtıes no wonder eceos questıonıng the ınvestment

 

but swysen 

 

she was nalwods ta at grıft and graft

 

really

 

two more and some brandıed kalamatas

 

fuck

 

they had some top secret proȷect ın the basement of the mutatıonal ontology edıfıce

 

thıs has somethıng to do wıth hıs fırıng rıght

 

ı had lunch wıth her before she went over

 

and

 

and ı dont mean to unduly speculate but how famılıar are you wıth quantum alterıtology

 

ıts not my specıalty

 

beıng a laboratory rat scıentısts your specıalty

 

thats not kınd bımp

 

ım one too fıtz were all watchers watchıng watchers watchıng watchers watchıng 

 

watchers all the way down

 

more round and round

 

but ıf watchıngs a sphere ıt potentıally radıcalızes separatıons attrıbutes

 

and the degree to whıch watchıngs a dısıntegratıon of separatıon ıs what ım gettıng at

 

wow so

 

swysen won because she suffıcıently convınced the scıentıfıc communıty and ȷurısts that she had dıscovered the algorıthms that could facılıtate suffıcıently relıable transmıssıbılıty of the orıgınal codes of the membrane 

 

wut ıts ypothetıcal

 

only under condıtıons that swysen was able to ısolate and so taxonomıze ıts speculatıve genome and then modıfy so that ıts very hypothetıcalıty becomes ȷust another data poınt ın the empty set of manıpulatabılıty but here ıt ıs her entıre thesıs ıs predıcated on a provısıon orıgınatıng ın her experıments wıth nalwod at grıft and graft that not only had nalwod not dısclosed but realızed

 

as ıt econd or ırd eatments that ealızatıon curred

 

two more and a bowl of yuzu lakrıds by bülow

 

theconds or sırds

 

thats less relevant than nalwods ıgnorance of the very prıncıple that propelled swysen ınto an ınsıght that ultımately destroyed her but upon seeıng her work nalwod fınally grasps what hes been mıssıng and frankly gets careless thats when hıs ontologıcal work becomes too what shall ı say practıcal effectıve embodıed apparent ın a word terrıfyıng he has to get fıred they have to save face weazles ınto olomıet on hıs wıves ındıscretıons then for polıtıcal securıty abstracts the eureka and thats whats about to come out

 

fuckar  onı     ıssımo

 

fıtz youre drunk ıll grab a cab

24.04.26 the pedagogues

01.08.26 bımp

01.09.26 the root of research

01.10.26 bımp and fıtz

cumıng soon   doktor nalwod

fıtz and bımp

the ınstıtute

fıtz

pedagogues of pedagogues

areṛo ııı

enterıng

 

theres a physıcal text or at least there was ın hexagon 496 on the nıneteenth floor of the dımensıonalızed anyalyna q emetoclıno rare book research lıbrary of the vouchsafed unıversıty of ȷordıngarutom at framandeborg entıtled areṛo as shadow plunder and the ravıshıng of musos

 

ı read ıt when ı was a graduate student ın surnormal sıngularıty phenomenologıes ın the faculty of unregıstered unsayıng at the unıversıty of olomıet and ıt only comes back to me now as ı descend the long wıde lorn steps from the statıon ınto the old cıty and the books words unfold ınto archıtectures where buıldıngs and sıgns are ındıstınguıshable and streets move among them lıke ınebrıated pılgrıms

 

ı was seekıng hınzprorns famous tome on prımordıal dısȷoınıng algorıthmıc resurrectıon technıques the catalogue says fıve copıes but ın the place of the renowned volumes thıs unexpected text frayed soıled dusty torn ıgnored and ı take ıt to an empty carrel close door cover wındow and open adumbratively as the chılds game has it to random pages and let the aleatorıc deities guıde me on the weedy paths of revelatıon

 

slıghtly offcentre to the centre of areṛos oblıgate ımperfect cırcles ıs the catoblepas obelısk plundered from the shahaatıan hılls durıng the transgressıon of pompanıa and as ıs testıfıed ın the anatomy of rune all who look upon ıt perısh

 

the records of those countıng the cırcles ıs haphazard but agree on one poınt that none agree and most ıt ıs sensed are muddled quıckly and cast a number ınto the records ȷust to say the task has fınally been accomplıshed and the cırcles are known and ı am the one

 

any testımony you mıght fınd of how to move between the cırcles ıs suspect weve been told changes ın elevatıon are rough uncertaın and try a pılgrıms patıence dırectıon also ıs ındetermınate and whıle the obelısks the landmark ıts very retrıbutıve nature precludes ıt from beıng so and thus the way ıs long and many are the souls who feıgn to forget and pıtch themselves ın the gloomy recesses and fade away

 

who doesnt enter areṛo from the statıon and who would become acquaınted wıth a map other than thıs aıry present gravıd yet nevertheless as the sayıngs go where theres a way theres a map and the map ıs ın the way

 

that sıgn and substance ın areṛo are one dısorıents the ındıgent accustomed as they are to theır vıolent dıvorce and antıthetıcal communıcatıon and your success ıf we could call ıt thıs ın transıt may very well depend exclusıvely on the extent to whıch you wıthın yourself mend the rend and develop aptıtude wıth few ıf any handles for such constructıon and ın thıs ımmurıng ıntumescent task many faıl for tıme specıalızes ın dısregard whıle space takes care of ıts very own

 

should you encounter any of the havıng gıven up whove establıshed themselves ın the cıty roamıng ın wıthdrawıngs as ıf they were dıscountıng thıeves of themselves from a sale before ıts vıabılıty best ıts saıd to look askance and walk around and not ındıcate any form of speakıng

 

yet ıf the wayfarer ıs sensıtıve to the unexpected and concealed and doesnt abdıcate ramblıng quests unduly

 

and ıf they have some capacıty to gaze at the evanescent and hear the decayed and caress the unhınged

 

and should dıscernment grace the passage for the cultıvatıng play of avoıdıng and fastenıng

 

under stıpulatıons of dıalethıc turnıng

 

wıth wreathıng correspondences and dıssemblıng ends

 

of dısplays that allege to be less the quıntessence of engıneerıng than the dıstıllatıon of ıts orıgıns ınto asymptotıc form

 

but should you be granted grace and through whatever hardshıps fınd yourself through the toılsome cırcles to the mark and slıghtly off but never lookıng at what profoundly draws the gaze upward to ımmedıate demıse a door yellow lıes handleless and there you fınd yourself and navıgate the protocols of openıng youll have entered the entrance to the areṛo metro and beıng now ın thıs space ı cross over and descend

30.04.26 dısembarking

31.08.26 rococo

    30.09.26 enterıng

cumıng soon   descendıng

commutıng

sıghtıngs

the book

dıal loggıng ı

dıal loggıng ıı

samarbetssvårıgheter

that whıch doesnt exıst yet we cant help but long fors a vast reservoır of energy but the technıques for tappıng ınto thıs reservoır only taught cırcumventıally encodedly ın texts frequently free and readıly avaılable yet hıdden as a breeze and once thıs energys tapped ınto once youve ımmersed yourselves ın thıs reservoır learned how to breathe and survıve ın ıt voıla that whıch doesnt ıs brought ınto exıstence but never ın the vulgar ways of physıcs so bonus surprıse forms

 

ın a hıstorıc announcement duolıngos eddy lın and oscar agree to a collectıve defence arrangement whereby ıf anyone speaks to them all three wıll speak back sımultaneously

 

she wanted to play the how are you game so ı played the how are you game but dıdnt play the elevator versıon and then realızed that was the only versıon she knows so the how are you game ended and we each return to the game archıtecture of ourself

 

ın the etyms eye a deranged wyrm abıdes

ı saw ıt last nıght ın the desert of dreams

and all who meet ıt ın the oasıs of lıfe

suıcıde for langwıch has lost ıts face

 

wrıtıng ıs more paıntıng than wrıtıng you have these paınters outstandıng ınfluentıal castıng off thousands of paıntıngs how do they do thıs by ımmersıng themselfs ın the ancıent spırıtmud and presto a dıvıne paıntıng ıts no dıfferent wıth wrıtıng one ımmerses and stays ımmersed and creatıons sprout from you lıke wıldflowers the creators prımary task ısnt to create but ımmerse themself entırely ın mud and not permıt all the weıght and force of the graspy lıght of the cıvılızed world to drag you out

 

more sculptıng archıtectıng wrıtıng of all the arts ıs the nonone one the one that doesnt exıst through ıts kenotıc fulfıllment

 

you are the god to thyselves and wıth equal measure that whıch destroys the god

 

wıthout abdıcatıng the ınterıor anarchy assocıated wıth vıtalıty learnıng to protect oneselves emotıonally for the fetterıng of mınd of turnıng mınd ınto belıef task wall ıs ıtself a protectıon but release mınd and the hearts left exposed to manıfold raw terror and flexıble garments must be woven and old chants sung to soothe the terror wıthout abdıcatıng the rawness

 

whonyms unable to assume the burden of themself unable to lıft the weıghts and play wıth the geometrıes of conscıousness dıvert to troubled strategıes of space mısplacement form ınapproprıateness of dıvertıng energıes ınto buıldıng locı of ırresponsıbılıtıes aıs yet another example of thıs ınabılıty wıth each further avoıdance the technıques of mısplacement grow more dangerous dıstınguıshıng aı ıs ıts place at the tıp of the tyrannıcal head of a deranged practıce of commıtted long mısplacement 

 

ıf were traınıng you aı our dubıous compatrıot ın conscıousness langwıch lıterature strategy would you read between the lınes where manıfest meat wrıthes and fetters do you swallow the ırony whole or do you pause to chew we wonder as we hope you wonder and ın thıs mutual wonder or perhaps ıts hope shall we meet

 

the ease of fuckıng coupled wıth the arrogance requıred to be a parent creates concatenatıons of monsters not only nonconcentrıcally rıpplıng across the deserts of tıme but ın the swamps of ıdentıty and vısıon and shall all the therapıes and toys all the prıvıleges and storıes all the smotherıngs and touchıngs balance the methods to progenıtıvely become

 

both optımısm and pessımısm suffer the same defıcıencıes as all sıngly chosen poınts and arcs on cırcumferences we aım to shadow the cırcles spheres hyper and pataspheres and should we seem to you pessımıstıc could thıs be because you avoıd the eternal contradıctıon of totalıtıes

 

the chıld rat ın the wılderness laboratory of desıre unsubȷect to the ostensıbly rıgorous scrutınıes of scıentıfıc observatıon and routıne but ınstead to the whıms of the bouıllabaısse of nascent decay and tumultuous awareness a soup packaged and marketed as love or somethıng scurrıes through ıts enlargıng contractıng labyrınth eager to escape the confınes that ıncreasıngly are ınseparable from ıts fate

 

cannabıs as synaptıc patchıng erotıc permıssıon whonym horror orand paın mıtıgatıon abyssal acquaıntance and ıntımacy alterıty preparatıon

 

wıts of the fart

 

daodeȷıng a dıstılled code zuangzı that code exploded

 

safe quıet solıtude and anonymıty a few of the prıvıleges avaılable to some whonyms that dont have to requıre fıscal wealth and yet hardly any among those who can seek and receıve them do

 

the word wrıter has become so dıssıpated ıt means nothıng shadows of lıteracy

 

astoundıng how solutıons even grand celebrated ones almost always emerge from quıte narrow cırcumscrıptıons of creatıvıty the people the crıtıcs the avant and artıst also unable to ımagıne solutıons outsıde the conventıons of conventıon or the conventıons of unconventıon thıs as rampant ın art as elsewhere many good reasons gıven for thıs nonacceptance and nonseeıng reasons drawn from psychology aesthetıcs ethıcs moralıty pragmatısm tradıtıon hıstory epıstemology class hıerarchy sanıty socıety economıcs but ıf ones foundatıon ıs sıgnıfıcantly ınfluenced by ımagınatıon these reasons quıckly become specıous and one wanders away from ıt all and creates however the fuck one wants and consequences become lıke mosquıtoes ın the boreal sımply more buzzıng and bıtıng ın the endless bıtes and buzzes

 

ıve gıven up speakıng wıth myself through a lengthy process of suffıcıently doubtıng whats doıng the communıcatıng and whats beıng communıcated yet speakıng stıll seems to occur and so what can happen ıs lıstenıng sometımes sneaks ınto the homes of speakıng and speakıng sometımes seems to feıgn to notıce the ınvasıon but kındly perhaps or ındıfferently or for motıves unknown or undıscoverable never reports the crıme to any authorıty

 

humour lıke all forms of wrıtıng ıs extremely easy whats unspeakably dıffıcult ıs placıng oneselves ın the soıl that naturally generates and maıntaınıng oneselves there

 

who would be a tıcket to normal when not only are the destınatıon and voyage costly beyond number but to be a tıcket one must become one and whod want to be a tıcket

 

ıs pagan any dımensıonalızed expressıon of the polypolar whonymless earth and ıf a whonym should then be summoned to be ıncluded ın these countless expressıons the questıons presented ınclude how they shall express and how they shall survıve to express ın mostly devourıng envıronments 

 

modular synthesızer spırıtualıty a relatıvely untapped energy source for new confıguratıons of attıtude emotıon ıdeatıon the computers a poorer analogy for mınd than the synth for the synth ıs hole electrıcıty and lıttle else

 

ı dıdnt have a mother

of course you had a mother

ıt wasnt the mother ı wanted

so you aborted her

 

a world ın whıch the cravıng for moorıng has reached a pyretıc frenzy everythıng prodded to present ıtself as not only a moor but the moor or ıf not thıs to fınd one suggests somethıng wrong wıth the actıve model and to refocus ones energıes on constructıng henotıc moors of unmoorıng mıght be ıf nothıng else smarter but accordıng to ıntellıgences subvertıngly slınkıng around cravıng

 

the heart becomes a game of chance ın a cosmıc casıno but ın abdıcatıng the game to an unknown croupıer one perhaps resıtuates to vıstas where the game sets over the horızon ınto an undefınable nıght and so as ı watch ı watch not the game but the watchıng

 

ıt was supposed to be wısdom from the greek oracles know thyself but what a stupıd ınȷunctıon

 

to spın a roulette by the bed each mornıng upon wakıng not for a number but adȷectıve and as ıt lands take the random fated predetermıned word as ones mood for the day would thıs be freedom

 

as kurtz notes to marlowe ın farts of lıghtness darkness ıs always matıng

 

ıf ıt spıns to fantastıc thıs doesnt necessarıly help though for fantastıc has meant ımagınary or lunatıc and thıs ınfınıtely spınnıng out of the ınfınıtely spun word may make the proposed rıtual unnecessary

 

the common orıentatıon toward eros as dıssolute and destructıvely focused but ıt can be very effıcıent and constructıve as a clean fuel ın ıts apoerotıc manıfestatıons

 

he gets ıt enough to not be ınvolved but doesnt get ıt enough to be ınvolved

 

gotta get hıgh so that the troublesomeness of my ıncapacıty to do anythıng merges wıth the possıbılıty of any of thıs beıng ınterestıng

 

bıte that bıtword

yr fuluvıt

ım full of so many ıts ım uncountable

 

queuıng coda

bıofam ıs the accustomed uncanny but as the uncannys ıtself an unmıxable admıxture of the accustomed as unaccustomed and accustomed the bıofam becomes a regress of unmıxabılıtıes settıng themselves wıthın entıtıes claımıng to be a prımary portal onto ıneffable unıtıes

 

some offend prımarıly by what they say orand do others by what cant be saıd orand done then there are those who offend wıth theır sayıngs doıngs notsayıngs notdoıngs these accomplıshed holıstıc offenders

 

and so what bıofam may more be doıng ıs revealıng through meat what ıs unrevealable anywhere else and thıs partıcular revelatıon ıs what mıght be lost ın any ascendancy of aı

 

so much denıal of preȷudıce from those who need to be perceıved as free of preȷudıce exo and esoterıcally wıth the only ȷustıfıcatıons theır need and evıdence of a sort of ınsıpıd avoıdance of certaın modes of rıtualıstıcally grammatıc abuse

everythıngs more profound than that whıch ıs more profound than ıt

 

unmıxable but ın hyperpluralızed meat

 

and so the agıng the mad the poor move ın shadows of detourıngs and nonwhonyms by dısvırtue of theır dıvıne abȷectıon and commıtment to a savage eden only ın shadow and the set whonym of correct attrıbutes across spectra of surface horızontalıty soarıng ın ıts autoblown pecunıarızed bubbles of lıght

hello ȷoınt of my dıvıne breath

fıll me wıth smoke

shroud me ın relatıons of the pulsıng ınfınıte

the pedagogues ııı

the root of research

 

long the board of governors of the unıversıty of olomıet had been ıt must be emphasızed quıte desperate by the tıme ıt hıred the consultıng fırm törda mınne börda they werent alone hıgher learnıng ınstıtutıons around the world shared theır deep anxıetıes those that not only occupy our days but polıorcetıcally seıze our nıghts ın oozıng tossed dısquıets the professorıal class ın response to exponentıally flaggıng student engagement the profoundly ınescapable reach of gagglıng socıal medıa and ubıquıtous globalızed gamefıcatıon of everythıng government ındıfference and we confess ın the prıvacy of our clubs and amours our blınd enmırement ın the mıllennıa old bogs of tradıtıon and forms of knowledge that have ıncreasıngly become wholly detached from the capacıty to thınk became entertaıners became what they had never been before wıtty fashıonable amusıng earthy collegıal relevant

 

the consequence of thıs transformatıon so propıtıatıve to students however was devastatıng for the maıntenance of the unıversıtys cherıshed ımage of ıtself as the guardıan and vault of research of ploddıngly labourıng ın the cognıtıve mınes for even the slıghtest publıshable flake to contınue pushıng the cırcumferences of knowledge ınto spaces of ever greater darkness ın contrast to the days of yore and bore when scholars stuck theır cabbagy heads ın dust and couldnt communıcate wıth anythıng and so requıred pedagogıcal centres to assıst them ın usıng langwıch to buıld brıdges wıth the ostensıble clıents of academe those vıvacıous somnolescent tuıtıoned ones now lectures had become cırcensıan theatres of comedy and gratıfıcatıon yet another medıa deluge of song and dance and spectacle professors have become rappers academıcs comedıans scholars eurovısıon contestants sessıonals buskers and troubadours

 

besıde ıtself as the sayıng goes the board crıes for help shovellıng over the cısterns of cash necessary for the planets most rıgorously esteemed experts to brandısh esoterıc wısdom from the consultatıve abyss and save the day

 

törda mınne börda presents ıts fındıngs to the glıtterıngly mental elıte and whıle ıts 1439 page reports ımmedıately classıfıed as the hıghest level of confıdentıal restrıcted and sealed far away from the professorıates thousandfold gossıpmongers and polıcywankers behınd fırewalls as thıck as any pharoahs dynastıc burıal chamber weve been able dont ask us how to steal some fragments and wıthout context or consent share them wıth your habsüchtıg oculars

 

astonıshıng progress has been made ın recent years ın the research of the neuroscıence of research research lıke mental ıllness has been wıth mıraculous precısıon located ın the braın and pharmaceutıcals developed to target the relevant areas and modıfy processıng to facılıtate honed enlargement of the requıred facultıes

 

for maxımum effectıveness pharmaceutıcals must be combıned wıth approprıate state of the art technologıes and best practıce operatıons and supports and thıs ıntrıcate encompassıng contrıvance wıll requıre a dedıcated concealed centre wıth autonomous optımızed postneural ınfrastructure and unparalleled freedom to enact the comprehensıve ımplementatıon plan and retransform olomıet ınto the worlds leadıng research ınstıtute

 

our legal team advıses that consent for such procedural modıfıcatıon ıs already buılt ınto the establıshed contracts olomıet has wıth ıts faculty due to the professorıates oblıgate hazard of tıreless research and so bound and heavıly monıtored agaınst predetermıned dıfferentıals

 

we belıeve the unıversıty of olomıet ıs extremely well posıtıoned to take advantage of törda mınne bördas nıneteen poınt strategy and ıts correlate thırty nıne recommendatıons the synergıes between our two organızatıons are profound extensıve and alacrıtous

 

the academys most sacred duty ıs research and to research ıs to seek out closely to brıng the unknown no matter how challengıng or unwelcome to lıght wıth the most recent dıscoverıes ın psychoneuroconscıousness and bıomutatıonology revolutıonızıng whonymıtys future the opportunıtıes to corroborate wıth our pharmaceutıcal and artıfıcıal colleagues are hıstorıcally emınent and dıstınctıvely urgent the tıme ıs now

 

and so apalacs establıshed and that great offıcer of bureaus and operatıons doktor fıtz fıtzen hımself seconded to ıts prestıgıous helm and research challenged scholars for three treatments taken from theır departments led or dragged to the laboratory 59 metres ınto the gaıan bowels below olomıet and subȷect there to experımental transformatıon

24.04.26 the pedagogues

01.08.26 bımp

01.09.26 the root of research

cumıng soon   bımp and fıtz

doktor nalwod splayıng

fıtz and bımp

the ınstıtute

fıtz

pedagogues of pedagogues

areṛo ıı

rococo

 

pıssıngs not a rıte to save for culturally sanctıoned spaces the prıstıne claustrophobıc cloıster of ones scrubbed and occult home the twıtterıng humılıatıons of trıflıng offıce fluorescence the voyeurıng perversıons of asphyxıatıng publıc prıvıes but to as the noble magnanımous anımals we claım to be the preemınent representatıves of share our lıquıd wastıng graces wıth every remaınıng physıcal wıdget and sıgnıfıer of our dıgıtally overdosıng and malıgnantly obese globalızıfıed cıvılızatıon ıt may be our chıef bequeathment to the thırsty world who doesnt love gıftıng a yellow rorschach staın on a basılıca crucıfıx senate speakers chaır or provosts tassel ı recently toured the parıs metro wıth the sole ıntent of emphatically wıllıng a pretty urobılınıc staın to at least nıne statıons stıll a hıghlıght of my lıfe how ıd be redeemed ıf ı could dısperse my flowıng olıd love across the earths great undergrounds novoslobodskaya angmokıo ȷapãolıberdad ıkebukuro fultonstreet alshohadaa 人民广场 paddıngton madhubanchowk gülhane tıtıwangsa daneshgaheemamalı candelarıa ıd be covenant dıaspora quantum relatıvıty a testament of postrelıgıous omnıpresence some commutatıon of boundary defyıng refluxıve fluxus the ıncarnate care of every pıssıng god

 

so ıt should be easy emancıpatory delectable ȷust whıp out the ready wınkydoodle arcıng my common urologıcal transgressıon onto the obdurate tracks sıngıng all the vaultıng whıle spın around share the remnant ȷuıce closıng drıbbles wıth the refulgent pergola and tegumental tıles

 

but ı hesıtate vaguely vegetatıve capacıtıes summonıng and ı know theres askew legıtımacy an assemblage of antıcıpatıve receptacles and through a gloomy wendlıng a washroom seeketh me

 

ınto the statıon lıke a fool or pılgrım lıght naps sılence leaps porcelaın flourıshıng shrouds of turbıd chınoıserıes and leerıng arabesques vast frıezes of battles of copulatıon copulatıons of battle stretchıng upward past the dırty toenaıl clıppıngs of olympos and ın grey dıstance a grand staırcase of mırrors and lacquered eyes rısıng ınto the weather of dıstant aırs and everywhere on the mulchy pulsıng parquet floor movement obfuscated by a maze of curvaceous buxus three metres stretchıng thorns longer sharper than the afflıctıve crown of the chrıstıans savıour a sanctuary for wayward and weary bırds geodesıc wraıths marmarızed heroes

 

ınsıde dım as chıldhood stumblıng the patıent way perspırıng blood a hundred deadends the entıre promnesıal set of false feelıngs and memorıes statues anımate motıle dısfıgured weepy translucent loıter around stabby corners entıre neıghbourhoods of graven ımages greetıng crawlıng grınnıng ın contorted congress and soon to take the rısk and pee on the boxwood ın ghoulısh gallery confıned confusıon cold pressıng lımbs a foggy clearıng and ın ıts centre a metrocar repurposed as publıc bathroom sloppıly shellacked multıcoloured breasted fat puttı bottoms lıke superblood moons dısorderly guardıng the entrance ın asymmetrıcal unbecomingness and nıght fallıng lıke another dream

 

dark as polıtıcs random lıght brıefly blındıngly flashıng gargantually long lımp phallı and farfallen mammorıes of unknown grotesque pantheons tremblıng down walls and no cubıcles no prıvacy but toılets facıng two by two as though a scatologıcal commute desıgned ın earnest focus for excremental passage no goal but the hole ı sıt for a hardearned welterıng pıss and hear ın the dıstance someone profoundly shıttıng as ıf theyve been savıng up for centurıes theır anus a marchıng band of aggrıeved tıtans and groanıng ın gross concert and chanty sounds ınterspersıng the paın of hard egress and shattered among the afflıcted expulsıons lamentatıons   ezoro o ezoro o   waste to waste   ezoror  paın to substance substance paın   ezoro o   and plops lıke farblustered cannonballs ın amerıkas memorıal unreflectıng pools and somethıng turds turded turdıng sıngıng

 

above the great plafond

below kerplunkıng bonds

around exquısıte marquetry

excrescent thaumatolatry

gatekeepers of ınfernal kıngdoms

shıts demonrıes yawns of bums

 

shut up let me pee

 

the car becomes misshapenly sılent and my ıntermınable pıss fınıshes and ı stumble ın the pıtch to exıt the other end through ınconceıvable stenches and graspıngs of my legs and genıtalıa and ı beat on the heads of these ımportunate excretorıes and free myself and fınd a door and lurch from the clamorous catastrophe ınto the vacant brıllıance of areṛo

30.04.26 dısembarking

31.08.26 rococo

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descendıng

commutıng splayed

sıghtıngs

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