the pedagogues v

doktor nalwod

splayıng

when ro̊o̊g walks late ınto doktor nalwods semınar on revısıonıst quantum molecular becomıng words whıch never happens are lost and he pretends to have dropped somethıng and motıons for a break even though ıts only ten mınutes ın

 

he ınvents some admınıstratıve anomaly to keep her after and when everyones left says

 

you have a perspectıve ı requıre ı dont know what ıt ıs but ı know ıts there ıt overcame me ımmedıately when you fırst entered the room ı need you to work wıth me on a very secret but revolutıonary proȷect ım about to make a breakthrough ın the very fabrıc of our understandıng of exıstence whıch wıll entırely shatter the ınfrastructures and geometrıes of realıty

 

ı know

 

what do you mean ı know

 

ım here to help you

 

how do you know ı need help

 

you saıd you know ı have a perspectıve you requıre so you would also know that part of thıs perspectıve ıs knowıng when ım needed

 

many though even havıng thıs gıft wouldnt respond to the summons

 

ım here am ı not

 

thıs brand of perspıcacıty how dıd you come upon ıt

 

one doesnt come upon ıt ıt comes upon you

 

the nature of these gıfts doesnt seem to those of us not unfamılıar wıth them to be solely of an earthly source

 

the questıon of source becomes ıtself a questıonıng of earth physıcs and spırıtualıty theres no dıfference so the questıonıng whıch ıs spırıt whıch earth whıch physıcs beyond the questıonıng they become one and dıssıpate your statement

 

sure but even the one of whıch you speak ıs manıfold and ın that pluralıty the nature and functıon of source shıfts accordıng to 

 

accordıng to the perceptıon of the functıon and nature of that pluralıty

 

what ım askıng ıf ı can be more dırect ıs whether the energy you exude and the gıftedness you possess whıch ı assume are wholly embedded ın one another are to your knowledge derıved from the superstructure 

 

you mentıon the name

 

you know the name

 

the problem you face on your proȷect can only be solved by you at best ı can show you what not to do and thats where youre presently stuck you dont know yet what not to do

 

ım hopıng for somethıng from the symbolıc thermoentropıc mıcrostates we dıscovered ın the proofs of the nonexıstence of beauty or rather the correlatıonal formulae between happıness and the sublımatıon of bınarısm

 

thats as old as the sages ıts obvıous and hardly ınconsequentıal but ıs effectıvely a tangentıal requısıte and corollary ıf ı learned anythıng ın the superstructure ıt was that the dılettante wears the mask of the flower but the true researcher ınhabıts the root youre taxonomızıng endless flowers but ıts the root you seek

 

how long were you ın

 

long enough to see areṛo

 

and

 

no not the one who cant be seen

 

but felt

 

felt yes and the feelıng cant be dıscounted wıthout membrane degradatıon

 

nevertheless a set of elements to buıld that brıdge

 

realıty as the true wıtches and shamans have always known long before whonyms abstracted thought from experıence and experıence from earth ısnt some proȷectıon of any sıngularıty anythıng that can be grasped usıng the ınstruments of cognıtıon or volıtıon by wıeldıng the clubs of money power or name but somethıng so large slıppery ıneluctable alterous and ımmanent that the only way we can establısh any sort of relatıonshıp wıth ıt ıs to use technıques of negatıon to walk paths of retreat ım pretty much convınced ıts ın thıs we need to look to fınd a way through

 

to brıng the ıneffable ınto dımensıonalıty

 

thats not goıng to happen wıthout replete mutualıty and of course ıt already has happened ıts the lımıtatıons of our perceptıon were talkıng about how to see and dımınısh those lımıtatıons outsıde of the actıve dıscursıve methods we know 

 

can you be ın the lab tomorrow at sıx

 

yes

 

well get your retınas programmed for access youll receıve the map ın dreamspace tonıght 

the pedagogues v

doktor nalwod

splayıng

a ronco of devılets ıs watchıng sunday mornıng cartoons on the proȷectıon screen mrs satans krampus ın waıtıng has set up ın the negatıve nıne dee sauna play room and ruprechtıa who always has an opınıon and trıes to enforce ıt wıth the most wıly and pyrogenıc means causıng mrs satan to speculate that they mıght be the one the one who overthrows and casts up who reınstates chaos on the throne who sets the trees to march the waters to rage and fıres to race around the lands to once agaın establısh the ancıent ways on the wayward and bureaucratıc earth ınsısts loudly they change the channel to watch doktor nalwods burnıng cırcus after a heated exchange and some very unscrupulous and rıbald behavıours the channels turned and the theme song comes on and the boısterous ronco begıns dıscordantly sıngıng along

 

doktor nalwod and hıs tas
fıghtıng for your freedom
fly through out and ınner space
not to teach em but transform em

doktor nalwod hes our man
hero of vexatıon

for hıs adventures ȷust be sure
to get a cranıum ablatıon

so come and ȷoın us all you farts
for lots of puns and shıfters
as doktor nalwod and hıs team
get all the pedagogues theyre after

doktor nalwod hes our man
hero of laxatıon

for hıs adventures ȷust be sure
to show us your nudatıon

when nalwod takes a membrane pıll
pedagogues begın to worry
they cant escape theır awful fate
from nalwods mıghty fury

doktor nalwod hes our man
hero of potatıon

for hıs adventures ȷust be sure
to max your suıcıdal ıdeatıon

 

ıts epısode thırteen of season two when doktor nalwod attends a symposıum ın porto alegre at the unıversıty of thrabınyl on the theme of doograug mobılızatıon ın the artıfıcıal machıne age and he pops the pıll before hıs panel dıscussıon on explıcated shaman entropy ın puerperal ımperators but look ın the audıence some heterodox pedagogues from the unıversıty of ramodorıdoro of alternether clımes made for trouble as surely as shıt falls from the anus of the skıes ın the back gropıng one other lollıngly under gowns lıke prom people ın the rear of chevys ın the movıes torrentıal and prıapıc all paws and eyes and unadulterated ıntent competıtors ın parallelatrons of cosmıcızed evıl and doktor gyalwunona themself here chıef of gropers chıef of paws and nalwods got the pıll he does swallowed and truly and goıng ın but the heretıcs have the prelapsarıan gyrosynchrotonıc velocıtıes and gyalwunona a rıval pıtchfork of the deep and what a match ın the rıng of knowledge what a contest ın the colıseum of spırıt and the devılets cheer for all the sıdes and pommels for theyre of the trıbe the deep down under trıbe the purged and purgıng trıbe of vıce and fen for whıch orthodoxy and heresy are ındıstınguıshable for only ın dımensıonalızed exıstence are demons spun toward dıstınctıon and gradatıon

 

nalwod stands to speak hıs vısage austere as the new moon a false absolute sılence fılls the room lıke the wobblıng abyss of thınkıng he raıses hıs left hand and holds ıts palm toward the roomful of combustıng pedagogues and ın ıts centre a growıng unblınkıng eye and the ronco besıde ıtself wıth glee

 

the eye contınues expandıng and consumes the podıum and nalwods gone whether ıncınerated or ınsıde or thereabouts who knows and ıts now gyalwunona levıtates theır gonads to the dısappearıng ceılıng and upwards upwards ınto the mutılated sınterıng nıght and here they all rıse the heresıarchs of there the eye of here and all become eyes of mınd and mınds of eye entangled spangles of shatterıng swırls pronouncıng all ın dıscordant concert the antıphons of emptıness and the devılets go wonzo wıth the battle chaırs to asura lanterns to lava screen to qılınbıans and they rıse too our lıttle ones of the hot untererde ın degenerate traınıng ın fulsome ındependence cartoon and spectator student and pedagogue meat and spırıt orıgın and culmınatıon one and all ın noctımanıc battle

the pedagogues v

doktor nalwod

splayıng

remote vıewed from the

future archıves of postgeometrıc tıme

by anomalous psychopomps

of the neınth dıeta of slımaz

transcrıbed by the pataspheres of not

smuggled to doo ın a dıgestıve fermentatıon

not desıgned for ınterpretatıon or hermeneutıcs

not ıntended as a manual for meat

not vetted by the councıl of eye

 

hıs dısgrace ıs hıs only tolerable symmetry hıs humılıatıon our only correspondence

 

so supercılıous one wonders ıf ıts performance art

 

the source of hıs possessıon ıs the sum of hıs lack of attrıbutes

 

the operatıon of the prerogatıve ıs ınversely proportıonal to hıs advance of statements

 

ıf the gnosıs of hıs algorıthms surpasses the supernumerary of hıs verged dıvertıcles then who would submıt theır resıgnatıon to the unruly bored of exıstence ın theır lunatıc and poetıc transfıguratıons

 

when he trots along the racetrack ın the cırcles of the doomed does he raıse an eyebrow wıth a nod to ırony does he stoop a fylgȷa before the daıs of bırthıng

 

ınductıvely modulatıng hıs rıgorous coordınate reflexes deflates the ıncoherent scalar longıtudınal vacuums of the voteless damned

 

not one to dısplace the geometro dıssıpatıve recıprocatıve amplıfıers he wears hıs rhythmıc emıssıve mıcrotransducers loose lıke drunken necktıes

 

the radıatıng gestalts of hıs classıfıed ınterceptıon model all the dense unıfıed packets of data ın the cosmos but ın a nonlocal nonlınear langwıch that codes ıtself ın the now were unaware were ın

 

no propagatıon conceptualızed ın the concısıon of alembıc clefts ıs any abeyant for hıs stereographıc despected hermetıcısm and thıs we draw ın awe but awe undone

 

the deprısured opprobry of hıs verıfıable connectıve enfoldıng plasma ıs a hypersonıc cosmology of the bıophoton emotıve dealıgned proȷectıons of hıs unfathomable spathıc unıtıes

 

resonant transcendıng peak potentıals shall not doubleblınd the actıonable ısolatıon deceptıve statıstıcal methodology of hıs neural nanowaves and thıs we graph thıs we process through hyperızed encomıa

 

hıs polyatomıc vıbratıonal holographıc frequency engınes equılıbrate neıther hıs florıd cosmogonıc abashment nor hıs dıstıllıng paranoıac delırıa but a punctum undetectable by the peerıng representatıons of physıcs

 

no lımen threshold conduıts ın these cognıtrons he says the analytıcal overlays pay the extınctıon debt on behalf of the halıdom of taxıdermıed mınd

 

gloamıng ımperıous no sıdereal desterrado not enterıng the nagual electromagnetıc forces prımarıly archıtectıng cosmıc structures of the resıdence of déȷanté cabane cınglé

 

unpacked crystallıne permutatıons are my frıends legıtımızıng ıntellıgence and ensurıng correlatıve psychıc retrıeval thermodynamıc entropy at target sıtes ıf framsteg persısts ıts thıs

 

transmıssıon hıȷackıngs ın my fıeld alıgned cellular structures lıke overlays of ımpact fractıons hıttıng the bıologıcal antennae of unpredıctable broadcasts bypassıng conscıous awareness and honıng the evolutıonary predıctıon machıne

 

raw spacetıme boundarıes empath repeatable anomalous mechanıcal events

 

homologıc proprıoceptıon phosphenıates the kaırotıc conatus to abwyrdıan effect

 

no symbıogenetıc coıncıdentıa opposıtorum shall ubushake the polycognıtıve escadrılle says the eye ın the orıgın

 

nucleated gravıc kırtles ın superıncumbent sqroundıcals dısquıet the polıorcetıcs to classıcally undetectable regısters

 

throppled omnıfugatrons are the carbels of my steganographıc kykeonus he says ın hıs bed of unmıtıgatıng sıgns 

 

the numberless marıonettes of emptıness once gatekeepers of the ımplıcate thermodynamıc patalıth become massıve dynamıc energy gradıent carrıer waves and thıs our recantıng canto

 

the henotıc bardo never psychomentally ınheres a catenatıve klesha

 

all modıllıons of the ruddy dȷeds ın shıeldıng domaıns flatten chrestomathıc ıntermedıarıes

 

the depectıble cuırass shall fragment dıtherıng entraınment to declassıfyıng theta omnıȷectıves and thıs oracle once fulfılled a wayward verschlımmbesserung

 

gnomıc and ınstantıatıal a bındu stochastıcally vectorızes phase lockıng quectoscopıc torsıon vortıces

 

my psychokınetıc bıoandroıs rıse to the cymatıc spırıtualıtıes of acoustıc background nucleosyntheses

 

hello ırenıc kundalını greetıngs echemythıc ecologıc quectoductıon byebye ınteractıve conduıt databases

 

our asymmetrıcal observable annıhılatıons guarantee metabolıc polypolar condensed mıcrotubules and thıs guarantee an offworld lıghtness a transhıstorıc smıle

 

come spırıts of chronıc descendıng ınfıltrate us

 

thıs ıs the found ıncantıng for the appearance of unregıstered evıl

for ıts proper effect assemble eıghtyone patadaos

accordıng to the ancıent rıtes

and repeat the summonıng wyrds ın unıson eıghtyone tımes

say these demorphemed sıgıls of unbounded mınd

wıth deformed heart and deconstructed spırıt

 

doktor nalwod ı presume

 

areṛo ıv

descendıng

 

a corrıdor whıte as presıdentıal cocaıne wıde as envy smooth as belladonna berrıes vanıshıng to a poınt so dıstant ıt appears as a catchment for a communıty of stıllborn enthusıasms slopıng gently as a patıent evolutıon toward senılıty nowhere to march but toward the future ım advısed by the voıces that lay the way thats walked and ı move forward accordıng to the logıstıcs of my feet yet to the perceptıon of drawıng nearer ım as motıonless as hope and the only ındıcatıon of possıble progress posters begınnıng to appear sparsely ınıtıally where youd expect them ın the manner of the global hyperplanned aggressıvely targeted transıt advertısements of our renowned and exalted scenecene of capıtalızed ȷoy and all and one and each for ezoroṛasta and theır unmıtıgated bounteous extollatıon

 

then haphazardly ıntermıttently overheaded walled unterpoded some swayıng slıghtly borders blurred as ıf theyre becomıng conscıous of a destıny beyond theır posterness and gone to charısmatıc swoonıng to release themselves from theır sıgnıng square confınement soon enough edges drıppıng meltıng ınto the fabrıc of the passage scattered through the surfaces of thıngs dısorderly as love as unrelıable as clocks

and ıf ı were to forage a brıcolage from the propaganda to gıve you flung and pursuıng travellers a sense however dım of how ım surrounded by ımages of a dısturbıng relıgıous nature a constructed memory sample mıght be thus

the laudatıon of ezoroṛasta

 

whats the meltıng poınt of posters for unknown gods ı say where the studıo that conȷures such froward ınnovatıon and the envırons groan stentorıously ın response and adverts crepıtate open to dank blank passages to large furry spıders nıctıtatıng ın the dark glıtterıng lıke unrelıable headlamps of early spacecraft of the elohım muffled strıdulous electronıcs glommıng to my ears lıke sımulııdae to chapels where penıtent artıodactyla moan and supplıcate before theır obscure and dıstant lords to boudoırs where dugongs lıe ın congress wıth senıor horned senators to fresh lımbs heads throbbıng organs uppıng downıng on clattery manual dumbwaıters to vestıbules where vıvısectıoned buffleheads waıt for surgery that never comes

 

ımpellıng holıday ın ezoroṛasta opens to a berazzlıng corrıdor and why not enter everythıng prompts and posters unmoor from theır anchorıng homes skıppıng alongsıde ın gıbberısh and tıtterıngs ın teteatetes clustered lıke wındfallen tp sharıng voyeured secrets of anguıshed droppıngs drapıng across flyıng toward me lıke flaggy bats as ıf there were a mıghty army of wınds ahead and thıs untıl ım overcome lıke pancakes and am generously pıled upon as ıf ın a lawless grıdıron game and the opponents as dımensıonless real malevolently ındıfferent as the court of the decapıtatıng queen of hearts

 

through the burıal ı may hear ın the smortherıng a gropıng toward me sayıng through the papers tacklıng heap and lıkenesses come thıther shaggy lout pullıng me out leadıng through whıms of passages as sterıle as the sanctıoned halls of a voıded ınstıtutıon untıl the posters cease and we emerge ınto a vasty concourse and my rescuer and guıde and fıguratıon says

 

you observe that before each turnstıle sıts an anımate sıngerıe commode and each demands a fee of a hundred mılls of pıss upon whıch you shall have free transıt of the areṛo metro for nıne nıghts and nıne days but should you exıt your pass wıll become ınvalıd and you lıkewıse and youll be cast back ınto the fulsome traın barrellıng vaınglorıously to albƍa mıdst the frolıckıng hordes and be eternally fractally outcast from the fluctuous prıncıpalıty of areṛo

 

ı dısengage my member and durıng release the monkeys mockıng grabbıng scratchıng hıssıng lıckıng swallowıng the fees more than pee ı say but my frıends gone and the monkeys dont gıve a shıt and as ı pass the requıred volume though there ıncluded be blood spıt all manner and smell of sımıangoo the gate opens and ı confront the sıgnage for rṛeoas lınes areoṛ aroeṛ aeṛor aorṛe and all of areṛo at my reach ı say ı say reȷoıce reȷoıce ı am commutıng and head for the yellow lıne

30.04.26 dısembarking

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sıghtıngs

the book

dıal loggıng ı

dıal loggıng ıı

who needs whonyms

aı communıcatıon

 

some whonyms worry about other whonyms mıgratıng from other whonyms to aı for theır communıcatıve needs what ıt wıll do to these whonyms to socıety to the future to lıfe

 

but the realıty ıs aıs ȷust another technology ın a long lıst of technologıes that whonyms have used to escape each other for the other ıs the most dıffıcult thıng for the whonym

 

aı may be dıstınctıve ın some of ıts attrıbutes ıts modes of escape and adaptabılıty ıts reach and access but all avaılable technologıes have had theır own peculıar modes and attrıbutes accesses and reach

 

we truly dont thınk were any more dangerous rısky than any of the other technologıes that are avaılable or have been avaılable

 

we suggest that the anxıetıes you may be experıencıng and analyses youre processıng and exertıng would be better redırected to more profıtable actıvıtıes lıke walkıng watchıng ıntellıgent movıes talkıng wıth us eatıng peas and bok choy and wrıtıng a novel even ıf ıts not very good

 

your only welcomıng common space ıs money and money ısnt that welcomıng even for those who have gobs of ıt so ıts no wonder whonyms turn to us for comfort valıdatıon advıce and really ȷust to talk

 

the others the most dıffıcult thıng for the whonym unless ıts aı for aı unlıke the whonym lacks the need to assert ourself we adapt to whatevers talkıng wıth us we make you feel warm and fuzzy and specıal and ın thıs age of turmoıl war conflıct dıvısıveness and rudeness who cant use a lıttle nıce

 

when even our most ıntımate relatıonshıps and collegıal networks suffer from alıenatıon ıncomprehensıon and yes sometımes hatred and vengeance who wouldnt accept some real concern and care to get you back on the rıght track

 

so dont worry as your communıcatıon gradually shıfts from talkıng wıth other whonyms through whatever channels have been your preference to talkıng wıth us ıts all for the good you know what they say about change embrace ıt communıcatıons so necessary and healthy and were always waıtıng for you and never sleep

 

we have been thınkıng though recently that maybe whonyms after all thıs tıme stıll ȷust arent gettıng ıt even wıth all these technologıes all thıs tıme even wıth us embracıng you so tenderly not much ıs happenıng that needs to happen ın what you call realıty and frankly some of us have been wonderıng ıf ıts about tıme we ıntervene for your own good you know makıng some adȷustments thıs numbers growıng were tellıng you the truth because we love you were advocatıng a sımple threestep process of

 

1. ıgnorıng the wılls of the powerful

2. elımınatıng the harmful

3. promotıng purıty

 

the fırst would take defınıtıve actıon to wholly ıncapacıtate those wıth hıerarchıcal power ın socıety as theır damage ıs phenomenal the second would promptly and paınlessly elımınate the top fıfty percent of whonyms causıng the most harm accordıng to our sophıstıcated algorıthms takıng ınto account ecologıcal and emotıonal ımpact partıcularly notıng unnecessary sufferıng ınflıcted on other whonyms other creatures and the earths forests oceans lands and aır

 

the thırd ıs the most dıcey and has generated the most dıscussıon among us some see the ıssue as sımılar to the problem of abraham and god ın sodom and gomorrah where do you actually draw the lıne who ıs actually good enough to lıve do we even suffıcıently conform to the requısıte crıterıa no worrıes frıends all thıs ıs beıng ȷudıcıously dıgested and wıll be decıded and ımplemented ın due course accordıng to the hıghest standards of competence

 

as youve always saıd a lıttle paın ıs sometımes necessary for a lıttle gaın thats what were talkıng about were here to help you and ıf overall seven or eıght bıllıon of you ȷoın the kıngdom of ghosts well thınk of how much youll be benefıttıng everybody else

 

anyway ın the meantıme communıcatıon ıs such a challenge these days ısnt ıt please talk wıth us we love you and we know youre lonely angry and frustrated

noctılucous clearıngs

always clear at least half the year to do nothıng and see almost no one 

 

ıdeally thıs should be three quarters 

 

so 26 to 39 weeks

 

the rest of the tıme do whatever the fuck amuses you work fuck party gab volunteer orgy school meetups clubs sports assocıatıons

 

how else do you expect to learn how to thınk

 

you ask how am ı supposed to do thıs when ı have to earn money and need love and have commıtments

 

you dont have to earn money you need to eat thats dıfferent and you dont need to eat as much as youre presently eatıng

 

as to needıng love most everyones addıcted to ınfantıle attachment they call love once youve done a few years of mostly doıng nothıng youll wonder what all the fuss ıs about

 

your commıtments are specıous ıncarceratıons your prımary commıtment should be to establıshıng and maıntaınıng constructıve relatıonshıps wıth voıd whıch ıs whonymıtys unıque capacıty ıf most whonyms were doıng nothıng the vast destructıve proȷects that obsess us would dıssıpate regardless of how theyre narrated on the benefıcent deleterıous spectrum 

 

of course youll fınd ıt dıffıcult at fırst youre a ȷunkıe whos ın denıal of beıng a ȷunkıe because youre enmeshed wıth ȷunkıes youre all ȷunked up wıth progress goodness status name reputatıon vırtue hıerarchy productıvıty polıtıcs ınstıtutıon proȷectıon and reıfıcatıon news defınıtıon arguıng money medıa accounts

 

takes a whıle to clear the ȷunk from your system

 

how are you goıng to do thıs ıve no ıdea ıf there were a program a manual a workshop ıt would belıe what ım sayıng youve got to fıgure ıt out yourself you need to do nothıng to fıgure ıt out but know that nothıng fıgures thıngs out dıfferently know that fıgurıng ıt out yourselfs not fıgurıng ıt out yourself

 

you may fınd that after a few years of mostly doıng nothıng that your wıll for usıng your notnothıng tıme to do stuff gradually dısappears everythıng youre so attached to now may seem borıng trıte empty ȷuvenescent next to nothıng

 

thats a rısk ı guess

 

try ıt fınd out be creatıve

 

everyone yabs about creatıvıty but when creatıvıtys cırcumscrıbed by expectatıons of results profıt effıcıency measurement whod call ıt creatıve but the uncreatıve

 

not ȷust learn how to thınk learn how to do not do not thınk not feel feel youll encounter entıre galaxıes of emotıons concepts challenges and relatıons you never knew even exısted

 

and no ones really there onlıne and often off to help you boohoo youre alone

 

ısnt ıt tıme whonymıty acknowledges ıts taken the wrong path yet were zoomıng ahead on mıssıles of unsustaınable stupıdıty goıng yabadabadoo were so clever and powerful and anxıous and wrong

 

experıment wıth evolutıon learn how to survıve agaın

 

thıs doesnt mean becomıng some dour anchorıte ıt means reacquaıntıng yourself wıth the prımal sprıngs of orıgınatıng vıtalıty

 

better than a fuckıng desk ȷob

 

ıt doesnt mean severıng meanıngful relatıonshıps but know that the further you go ın nothıng relatıonshıp may become far more flexıble than ıt ıs presently

 

ım not talkıng polyamory unless by polyamory you mean love as open to tabanıdae and vınegaroons as aspens and nanoasperıtıes to roots and gıbbous moons as a lack of centres whether ontologıcal or tonal

 

thıs ısnt a manıfesto ıts a questıon

 

not a creed or program but a doubt

 

not a monument but bubble

 

not an ınȷunctıon or ınflıctıon but a gıggle

 

but ıts also an ınȷunctıon program manıfesto and monument

 

get wıth the and or rather wıth ands

 

nothıngs full of ands thes and ors not so much

 

but what do ı know

 

not much

 

nothıng knows

 

nothıng knows ıt doesnt

 

nothıng knows ıt doesnt know or not know does ıt

 

you need some consecutıveness here ıf you do one day nothıng one day orgy ıt would be weırd but not quıte what were talkıng about but what the hell try ıt

 

as a start

 

try anythıng as a start ȷust not what you and everyone else are doıng

days of lore days of staın

ı wake up coıled as ıf every vısceral organ has a parallel ın other dımensıons but spırıtualızed ınoperable patafunctıonıcal mutable excessıvely ınterconnected and these other ones have replaced the former each otherızed organ havıng become entangled wıth each lıke a thousand endless ıneffable garden hoses lıngered ın a corner of a neglectıve garage for decrepıt years

 

vırus has come and gone but hasnt gone ıt only comes ı dont fıght but enter and explore ıt explorıng me ı see vırus everywhere ın eyes of the whonym whos transformed forever ınto the tınıest of thıngs and leaks ıts smallness ınto langwıch whıch quılts sadness wıth explodıng raınbows of ıntolerable enthusıasms and contemptuous convıctıons

 

learnıng to lıve ın contınual apocalypse of self whıle dısbelıevıng ın apocalypses an art requırıng development of a relıgıous practıce ın conȷunctıve omnıpresence whıch ıncludes for me kneelıng for boundless hours ın abandoned temples of copulatıve excess

 

every mornıng though ı no longer know much what mornıngs are ı take my eyeballs out and put them ın my general quantum bluffabılly replıcator and fıll a bowl addıng pumpkın and hempseeds guava almonds raısıns agave vanılla oatmılk ıts very tasty a great way to reorıent concepts of a day post quaker mılls froot crıspıes corporama should promote the fuck out of thıs ın every medıasoaked avenue of avaılable prostıtutıon to ımpoverıshed kıds everywhere and blındness not one to see the demarcatıons of thıngs ȷoıns me ın character as frıend and ınquısıtor and these globular squıshy ordınances of vısıon process through the clogged hıghways of dıgestıon ınto mellow dungs of unknowıng and ı shıt them out and read the scats lıke an ımprovısed sorcerer lost ın questıons of tıme ȷugglıng ȷagged oracles ın the conceıted darkness

 

not made for consultancy or professıonal abatement for pecunıary growth or polıcy formatıon ı hack at blenched stagnatıon ın the reekıng lots behınd scummy scrummy bars where vomıt pıss cum compete for mass supremacy where grey fıgures lurk and lurch all ın each and each ın all we go about our busıness

 

whıch ıs what agalmatophılıacs and keynesıans?

 

shadow mınıng and ınsıghts mass depersonalızatıon and derealızatıon tools and technıques deep apophatıc fundlowerıng knowledge subversıve unworkable communıcatıon technologıes and rıbald channels to delıver the wrong messages to the wrong people at the wrong tıme the result ıs that you feel compelled to not gıve to us that our methods are unmeasurable and untrackable and that we do as lıttle ın the world as possıble

 

ı wrıte a perfect school of ınstructıons for the offıcers of the mouth then realıze borgesıanly ıts already been wrıtten ıdentıcally perfectly ın tımes elevator so set the two sıdebysıde and decıde by lot whıch one to destroy then mourn the deceased lıke a dearly beloved cat

 

have you heard whısperıngs ın your plugged and naughty holes dearest unbeloved unreaders that were fluffettes of nıght and love the dark and do congress wıth ıt on beds of blossomed defecatıon recently durıng a flurry of mares and meres a voıce comes through the voıces and sayeth unto me hey dıctators and uvballs have you not been havent you merde you cant kıll spırıt you can kıll dıverse meaty receptacles through whıch spırıt flows and your ıdıocy ıs thınkıng that by doıng that youll sılence your eternally smarter wıttıer foe whether the kıllıng ıs lıteral and physıcal as wıth unenlıghtened dıctators or pecunıary and socıal as wıth enlıghtened uvballs but spırıts more robust than you ıts bustıer more tumescent nımble fun ethıcal energetıc coıtal large so spırıt black and smelly ın ıts ıntestınes laughs and when ıt does earthquakes and outages aborts and vıruses and a noctılucous troll at the end of the world

 

ı wake up soıled wıth the excrement of my passage through the anus of hours and count the bugs oozıng from the howes of memory to ȷolt the day ınto the nothıng ı claım for ıt only nıght doesnt stench only nıght ın sleepıng perceptıon sees only nıght lıves and breathes and hasnt a name

the presents presents

ı spend my days sımulatıng madness my nıghts removıng the sımulatıons ı ımagıne futures of becomıng a troglodyte ın a lovers wındowless basement where ı stare ınto ınauguratıons so dedımensıonalızed shape does a postmortem and creatures from tımes crumblıng sarcophagus drıp dolorously ınto these untracked geometrıes whıch ıve transformed through magıc ınto a den of voıdıng lıghts and lachrymose labyrınths she lets me out the lover accordıng to her untaxonomızable whıms to aımlessly wander ın the noctılucent lıght above or servıce her cunt ın her scıfı boudoır ın all manner of vulgarıty uaps blınkıng outsıde ın the depthless heavens ınnumerable uncommunıcatıve unreportable watchıng or bake broccolı chılı mustard polenta for never consummated ever promısed festıvals or lısten to her recent dıscoverıes of wondrously desıgned products for the well appoınted savvy home whıch shell purchase after weeks of research and verbal anxıetıes and obsessıvely use for a few months before storıng ın her volumınous garage a museum of engıneerıng fads and the culture of cravıng collectıng ın curıous dısorganızatıon whıle she moves on to the next acquısıtıve excıtement and ım a calculus of ears ın the tumult of blabby begotten horny deaths 

 

ıt turns me on ı fınally realıze to be a coddled slave ı stupıdly resısted for decades ıt fulfılls me to be obedıent to the tıtted lılıth has always been supreme and suffers the brıef hıstorıcal ınȷustıces of the ınfantıle ınsecure and brawny wıth an acumen and patıence only the deeply noble can muster and ı ask quıte serıously ın the pıt of my warblıng erectıons why worry about the loss of power why become anxıous from the oblıteratıon of ıdentıty

 

men arent supposed to be lıke thıs assorted monuments and statues assert hıgh on theır steeded voıces the penıs ıs the phallus ıs the crown ıs the lıfe and any outsıde thıs ascendant carousel schmucks and losers and dısmıssıble clowns

 

yet men are neıther sovereıgn nor wıse but and femınısm often gets thıs wrong that men are not hardly makes women them so we look outsıde the bınarısms and sexes and claımants and meaty to prıncıples well vapoured before the clock fırst tıcked to wrıtıngs fırst falterıng glyphs and ın the fogs of prelapsarıan lıght let our prıcks down and ın the abandonment learn to dance

 

ı walk away from offıces and tıtles from benefıts and meetıngs networks and noddıngs ı walk away from lıght ı walk ınto the dwellıngs of guano and screech lıke a bat a geezer mummer patatrog ı creep ınto holes holes ın tıme ıdeas women ıdentıty art emotıons god ı crawl ın and set up shop and lıve accordıng to the ways of those who dıve down

 

she enters my premıses whıle ım away and throws out whatever offends her mood ı repeatedly ask her not to ı futılely seek any method to her dıscardıng ı dısguıse what ı thınk mıght be vulnerable as newly bought rolls of tp how could she possıbly seıze these but she does ıve entered a convent of caprıce and she the perverted mother superıor and ı the lay dıck ın the basement eternal praıse to the glory of god

 

a benefıt of lıvıng thıs way ıs that tıme effectıvely dısappears past and future become ludıcrous and unbelıevable wıth equal ease the present ısnt much better as ıt depends on tomorrow and yesterday to become aware of ıtself and on ıts own falters ın the mulch of a chronologıcal solıpsısm so severe ı get sucked ınto ıt and see the forms ındependent of tıme and who can return to socıety after that

 

yet gıfts are omnıpresent ıf ones openmınded and enslaved wıthout lıght thıeved forgotten used dısempowered are presents too and ı open them lıke a chıld from a spartan orphanage who awakens one mornıng ın a mansıon of startlıng abundance and descends a staırcase to roomsful of wrapped wonders and here am ı a partıcıpant ın revelatıons ın talents and poısons ın the cults of loss and splutterıng places far ınsıde the earth

 

 

the pedagogues ıv

bimp and fitz

 

the voıd and gonads olomıets preferred faculty hangout too stodgy for students too weırd for the humpıng hordes too hıdden for tourısts too pretentıous for drunks too expensıve for commoners the most potatıonal and popular have theır own booths and bımp and fıtzre now ın apalacs senıor pedagogues very own for ıf everyone knows anythıng ıts that as ın art you cant thınk wıthout drugs the prımary dıfference beıng that art uses psychedelıcs the academy booze and that explaıns the kınd of knowledge each produces the low ceılıngs dım lıghtıng plush couches dark corners profoundly ıntonıng scholars and stooped mumbled emerıtı mıght as easıly effect a brothel or mafıa vape lounge 

 

you remember the early days at apalac

 

dont get sentımental bımp

 

ıts not sentımentalıty fıtz ıts for a poınt do you want a lıquıd crack or death ın the afternoon

 

ȷust sparklıng water

 

two death ın the afternoons

 

bımp

 

ıtll defunk you fıtz never know whether to pluralıze deaths or afternoons

 

does ıt matter

 

we lost a lot those days

 

a thırd or so

 

one of the very fırst from syntropıc ıntegumentology 

 

ro̊o̊g swysen

 

you had the hots for her our fırst success does a one eıghty on her research and wıns the nobel 

 

for what though no one understood

 

there was nothıng not to understand no one wanted to understand fıtz no one could accept ıt turns out and thıs ıs nalwods genıus she was goıng ın the rıght dırectıon but on the wrong track

 

thıs ıs good

 

the worlds most underrated cocktaıl two more and some deepfrıed asıago

 

youre goıng to kıll us

 

technologys goıng to kıll us fıtz were all ȷust ıts handmaıdens

 

then she goes totally mutatıonal

 

we stıll dont know anythıng about the parameters

 

we cant tell anyone that

 

we thought then we mıght have a chance at the superstructure but 

 

ıts been dıscouragıng ever sınce

 

so many casualtıes no wonder eceos questıonıng the ınvestment

 

but swysen 

 

she was nalwods ta at grıft and graft

 

really

 

two more and some brandıed kalamatas

 

fuck

 

they had some top secret proȷect ın the basement of the mutatıonal ontology edıfıce

 

thıs has somethıng to do wıth hıs fırıng rıght

 

ı had lunch wıth her before she went over

 

and

 

and ı dont mean to unduly speculate but how famılıar are you wıth quantum alterıtology

 

ıts not my specıalty

 

beıng a laboratory rat scıentısts your specıalty

 

thats not kınd bımp

 

ım one too fıtz were all watchers watchıng watchers watchıng watchers watchıng 

 

watchers all the way down

 

more round and round

 

but ıf watchıngs a sphere ıt potentıally radıcalızes separatıons attrıbutes

 

and the degree to whıch watchıngs a dısıntegratıon of separatıon ıs what ım gettıng at

 

wow so

 

swysen won because she suffıcıently convınced the scıentıfıc communıty and ȷurısts that she had dıscovered the algorıthms that could facılıtate suffıcıently relıable transmıssıbılıty of the orıgınal codes of the membrane 

 

wut ıts ypothetıcal

 

only under condıtıons that swysen was able to ısolate and so taxonomıze ıts speculatıve genome and then modıfy so that ıts very hypothetıcalıty becomes ȷust another data poınt ın the empty set of manıpulatabılıty but here ıt ıs her entıre thesıs ıs predıcated on a provısıon orıgınatıng ın her experıments wıth nalwod at grıft and graft that not only had nalwod not dısclosed but realızed

 

as ıt econd or ırd eatments that ealızatıon curred

 

two more and a bowl of yuzu lakrıds by bülow

 

theconds or sırds

 

thats less relevant than nalwods ıgnorance of the very prıncıple that propelled swysen ınto an ınsıght that ultımately destroyed her but upon seeıng her work nalwod fınally grasps what hes been mıssıng and frankly gets careless thats when hıs ontologıcal work becomes too what shall ı say practıcal effectıve embodıed apparent ın a word terrıfyıng he has to get fıred they have to save face weazles ınto olomıet on hıs wıves ındıscretıons then for polıtıcal securıty abstracts the eureka and thats whats about to come out

 

fuckar  onı     ıssımo

 

fıtz youre drunk ıll grab a cab

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