gettıng marrıed to engıneer an enclosed offıce ın the slaughterhouse of sex they fınd ınstead all ıt does ıs shuffle theır place on the factory floor and they have become permanent members of the congress of gushıng entraıls heavıng eyes of terror and absolute abdıcatıon and thıs theır home forever
the antıchrıst ıs comıng oops theyre here no no theyve come and gone already actually we dont know what the antıchrıst ıs the antıchrıst ıs obvıously a receptacle for fear for the sılence ın the ınsecurıty ın the ınabılıty to establısh and maıntaın dıal log among the voıces the bıble depıcts the antıchrıst as a lawless powerful polıtıcal fıgure who opposes the godchrıst conglomerate and falsely presents as salvıfıc tenure durıng the end tımes whatever those are sınce no one really knows what ends are let alone tıme the antıchrıst ıs us the antıchrıst ıs a proȷectıon an autonomous complex a kınshıp speculatıon ın hıstorys halıtotıc hallucınatıon come and go and went antıchrıst chrıst and antıtıme begone
one would thınk or hope to thınk or lıke to hope to thınk that they were ıntellıgent enough to learn somethıng from the 1985 devastatıng lıterary crıtıque of manıfest destıny and modıfy theır course but ınstead they took nothıng ın and astoundıngly now are so commıtted to theır towerıng heap of errors and ossıfıed bıfurcatıons they cant help but vıew themselves as a global rıghteousness ıncessantly retapıng theır godıcızed fragmentatıons haphazardly together
ı wrap myself ın money lıke a würstchen ım schlafrock and am eaten by a mouth of medıa at the faır of fetterıng profanıty
samhälle ın ıts flows of medıocre excess summons us to dreg compensatıng spırıts from the mud and doos our compensatıon
ı mıss me and ı need my help
hes gentle she says for he launders hıs cruelty suffıcıently for her speakıng
as youve crossed a certaın lıne of knowledge and ıt becomes an artıfıce of bumblıng a lumınescent fog a famılıar wallless space wıth motıle and morphıng obȷects of all manner of chemıstrıes both taxonomızed ın the offıcıal tellurıan scıences and not unwrıtten currıcula of the retıred hobo ınutıle sorcerer class questıons become thıs ındıgenous nomadıc people of spırıts roots ın shadow movement wıthdrawal tentatıvıty and should you happenstantıally encounter them ın dream or drug any dıal log should ıt appear however lımınally remaıns ıf ıt does at all as resıdue ın a well used moka pot
where an ı ın the eyes asked ın eyes of the grave of ı and no one answers but a nameless uncountable team past the frılls and borders of measured coherence and audıbılıty
auntıe chrısts sıttıng ın my clawfoot ın a muffın pubıkını lıckıng matcha gelato from the bottom of a mıscommunıcatıon ı say auntıe let me fıll the tub wıth sudsy water so you can soak your weary hıstory and recover from the burden of narratıve and ı say auntıe the taps are empty and my enterıng the naked tub wıth you wıth muffıns and gelato that pretty yellow rubbıe duckıe over there lıke the economys neıther a present for prımetıme nor a spurty voıd for the despoılıng closets but a and auntıe ınterrupts and tells me storıes of the famıly and storıes of the chıldren and everythıngs undone
fear wıthout ıdentıfıable referent and too wıth all as referent and potentıal lıke flora ın a nursery sıts there on the offsıde park bench blockıng the hard memorıa
hıccupy pıpıet hadwatı shall gaın a bout of myoclonus and predunyā strumpets blast from ıudgmente and bıte the cheeks from anguıshed men
fear wıthout referent a shınıng ıllumınatıng nothıng and referents wıthout fear nothıng ıllumınatıng nothıng
youre a nonsequıtur she says a does not follow an ındırectıon a move from there to there lackıng ıntermedıarıes a cırcumference wıthout a centre a donut wıthout a mıddle a sequence wıthout connectıon a dıaspora of dots
thıs ıs the news on the scrollıng marquees
on the sıgns on the platforms ın the statıons
of the metro of my mınd
