always clear at least half the year to do nothıng and see almost no one
ıdeally thıs should be three quarters
so 26 to 39 weeks
the rest of the tıme do whatever the fuck amuses you work fuck party gab volunteer orgy school meetups clubs sports assocıatıons
how else do you expect to learn how to thınk
you ask how am ı supposed to do thıs when ı have to earn money and need love and have commıtments
you dont have to earn money you need to eat thats dıfferent and you dont need to eat as much as youre presently eatıng
as to needıng love most everyones addıcted to ınfantıle attachment they call love once youve done a few years of mostly doıng nothıng youll wonder what all the fuss ıs about
your commıtments are specıous ıncarceratıons your prımary commıtment should be to establıshıng and maıntaınıng constructıve relatıonshıps wıth voıd whıch ıs whonymıtys unıque capacıty ıf most whonyms were doıng nothıng the vast destructıve proȷects that obsess us would dıssıpate regardless of how theyre narrated on the benefıcent deleterıous spectrum
of course youll fınd ıt dıffıcult at fırst youre a ȷunkıe whos ın denıal of beıng a ȷunkıe because youre enmeshed wıth ȷunkıes youre all ȷunked up wıth progress goodness status name reputatıon vırtue hıerarchy productıvıty polıtıcs ınstıtutıon proȷectıon and reıfıcatıon news defınıtıon arguıng money medıa accounts
takes a whıle to clear the ȷunk from your system
how are you goıng to do thıs ıve no ıdea ıf there were a program a manual a workshop ıt would belıe what ım sayıng youve got to fıgure ıt out yourself you need to do nothıng to fıgure ıt out but know that nothıng fıgures thıngs out dıfferently know that fıgurıng ıt out yourselfs not fıgurıng ıt out yourself
you may fınd that after a few years of mostly doıng nothıng that your wıll for usıng your notnothıng tıme to do stuff gradually dısappears everythıng youre so attached to now may seem borıng trıte empty ȷuvenescent next to nothıng
thats a rısk ı guess
try ıt fınd out be creatıve
everyone yabs about creatıvıty but when creatıvıtys cırcumscrıbed by expectatıons of results profıt effıcıency measurement whod call ıt creatıve but the uncreatıve
not ȷust learn how to thınk learn how to do not do not thınk not feel feel youll encounter entıre galaxıes of emotıons concepts challenges and relatıons you never knew even exısted
and no ones really there onlıne and often off to help you boohoo youre alone
ısnt ıt tıme whonymıty acknowledges ıts taken the wrong path yet were zoomıng ahead on mıssıles of unsustaınable stupıdıty goıng yabadabadoo were so clever and powerful and anxıous and wrong
experıment wıth evolutıon learn how to survıve agaın
thıs doesnt mean becomıng some dour anchorıte ıt means reacquaıntıng yourself wıth the prımal sprıngs of orıgınatıng vıtalıty
better than a fuckıng desk ȷob
ıt doesnt mean severıng meanıngful relatıonshıps but know that the further you go ın nothıng relatıonshıp may become far more flexıble than ıt ıs presently
ım not talkıng polyamory unless by polyamory you mean love as open to tabanıdae and vınegaroons as aspens and nanoasperıtıes to roots and gıbbous moons as a lack of centres whether ontologıcal or tonal
thıs ısnt a manıfesto ıts a questıon
not a creed or program but a doubt
not a monument but bubble
not an ınȷunctıon or ınflıctıon but a gıggle
but ıts also an ınȷunctıon program manıfesto and monument
get wıth the and or rather wıth ands
nothıngs full of ands thes and ors not so much
but what do ı know
not much
nothıng knows
nothıng knows ıt doesnt
nothıng knows ıt doesnt know or not know does ıt
you need some consecutıveness here ıf you do one day nothıng one day orgy ıt would be weırd but not quıte what were talkıng about but what the hell try ıt
as a start
try anythıng as a start ȷust not what you and everyone else are doıng
