Showing posts with label what then?. Show all posts
Showing posts with label what then?. Show all posts

30.3.20

like the slobber of an idiot destiny


communication – though it never was whole – has broken down (has been perceived to have broken down or at least has moved into language in this way of having broken) as the commons has not broken down (by definition it cannot break down) but moved to its rightful place : that of mysticism

communication never was whole and cannot be. it lurches in ejaculations and dribbles, pools on the toes of the postcoitaled too distracted by their mutual affirmations and despairs to notice. communication is the mediocrity of the tyrannical, now everything in the fridge put into the pot (this the cleverness of capitalism) and forcefed into our maws which have become so desperate for anything to be stuffed into them we’re grateful for the gross and tepid stuffings and call them good

we perceive communication to have broken down due to a misnaming and misplacing, a misnaming due to a misplacing : for a small portion of the commons claimed the commons, not only one species among an almost countless myriad, but
a miniscule portion of that one species – those who typically through a combination of randomness and force were able to suppress the vast bulk of the commons so that only their language had effective credence

the true commons is the horror our conglomerations of institutions and processes are designed to hide, for we are a fearful and cowardly species, aware enough of our comprehensive insignificance to turn immediately from the significance of this awareness

the true commons is mysticism – the voices of all : not all humans, but all things. and what is the communication of this commons? is it human language (even if we define language broadly to include gesture and the human unsaid replete in the spoken)? but human language, even in its broadest senses, weighs nothing next to the languages of the universe, which we do not speak let alone hear. and if the human were to exercise what might be its grandest capacity and learn, however possible, to crawl into the womb of listening … what then?

for what is corona other than yet another voice in the myriad vastnesses that speaks from the commons its language that we bury with our fearful deluge and slobber?


the artists and intellectuals among the first to go in any monist regime. and humanity in its incapacity to process plurality (hence the great present ejaculation of diversity, to launder the species’ shuffling of the deck and calling the shuffling a new game), despite occasional, small, and often difficult-to-find bubbles of safety, falls into monism as easily as it falls asleep – routinely, gratefully, with a profound sense of having deserved this grand supremacy and respite. whether the methods of eradicating the aliens, monsters, margins – those responsible for nurturing consciousness – will remain the same as the regimes of the past (prompt removal and extermination) is uncertain. although already we see signs that the effective processes will be accomplished more technocratically, indirectly, nicely, under the rubrics of democracy and goodness and science, and sometimes, even frequently, with smiles and praise before the enterprise is, yet again, forgotten

[we don’t mention the poor (although some artists and intellectuals are also among them) as the poor aren’t the first to go but are always going]

22.9.19

physicists are just undeveloped mystics


what’s bothering you?

time’s bothering me

but time doesn’t exist

time exists and doesn’t exist and somewhat exists

like everything

time is a word that bothers me

it’s then words that bother you?

not words as much as time as word

you just mean death bothers you

death not as word less than time as word

and death as word?

death’s just a syllable of time

but time’s only one syllable

from one perspective

what are the others?

infinite and finite and many

you’re speaking of recorded time

unrecorded will do just as well

you make no sense

what i make is made from the bothering of time

time’s complex, it must comfort as well

it only comforts in its absence

why not ask it to go away then?

it’s whimsical and does what it pleases

time doesn’t particularly bother me

what bothers you?

death. or more precisely suffering

suffering’s just time when it’s too intimate with flesh

you speak too abstractly

everything i say is of the body

your body must be abstract then

abstraction’s the body bothered by time

back to bothered

we try as with god to do away with time – whether through science or mysticism it doesn’t matter – but like god time stays

as word?

as pervasive word

it’s used a lot

the more we argue it doesn’t exist the more we use it or rather pretend to ourselves we use it

what’s alive in word is dead in life

no

what then?

i don’t know

that might be time

what?

not knowing

if time’s the knowledge of doubt how can i have any comfort?

words take away the comfort they once gave

so i take the word time and count its syllables hoping counting will bring comfort

and does it?

it brings numbers and numbers words and words time

no one said we’re going anywhere

many say we’re going somewhere

even if time does nothing that shouldn’t stop us from going

even if time disappears i’ll still be bothered

by what?

by the magic of its disappearance

so here or there, then or now, time or word you’re one of the bothered

those who have faith in time elude the bothering but we of words can have no faith just words and in words there’s no elusion

we plop

we plop + preposition but still plop

we plop and unscream

by unscream we mean remain calm across all aspects of the person

while listening to the voidic structures scream on our behalf

not on our behalf really

time screams

time unscreams

time's the elemental particles of voidic structures

science has got us nowhere

other than to show us we've gone nowhere and are going nowhere

which we knew before

but differently

and better

then we could scream

and the scream was the scream

now it's just a facebook page

less satisfying

let us plop and scream and time and die and suffer

and bother and be bothered

we are the unscreaming bebothered

we are the explosion of mysticism 

we are the doubt of body

we are things and events and particles and likes and wavings

we are the we ares who aren't

the doubt that outs

the time that i'ms

the scream that dreams

the un that's done

the blab that tabs

the the that thes

the blog that fogbogfloglogs

the book that thises

a this that