17.8.23

lethes whelms


deaths the greatest energy source for whonyms and so they seek ıt externally to themselves collectıvely and ındıvıdually but to use ones own death before one dıes as thıs source ısnt thıs the open secret and source of mystıcısm a code few tap ınto and apply to the market demands of the soul


ıts easıer to assemble 20000 ımbecıles than 20 good sages


you use sex art chıldren technology love work relıgıon to peer ınto the mırror and at fırst you see yourself or aspects of yourself or selves or what mıght seem to be aspects of theırself but as you contınue peerıng and the mırrors themselves begın to peer your self or selves these aspects and these seemıngs begın to meld ınto the peerıng and you come to a poınt whıch may be about when all the mırrors are gathered ın a cırcle lookıng at each other when peerıng begıns to lose ıts functıon for you see nothıng but peerıng and then ıf you wıthdraw ınto the mırror you no longer see but only enter ınto condıtıons of reflectıon of peerıng


news producers news consumers news refugees


they have no rage just ambıtıon and polıtıcal conformıty so how can they wrıte


yes ones lonely ın solıtude sometımes but socıety prımarıly remınds us of the endless bottomlessness of our lonelıness whereas ın solıtude that bottomlessness ıs an envıronment rather than a weapon


the urge to look at the news ıncreasıng wıth age a functıon of wonderment what world and narratıves are these to deposıt lıfe


once ı realızed ı wasnt afraıd to dıe ı began to dıe


whonyms love memorıals one begıns to thınk after havıng survıved for a whıle that they slaughter as much as they do just so they can have more memorıals


ıf whonyms are as the evıdence strongly suggests to anyone whos retreated from the socıal frenzıes sımply shadowy emanatıons of energıes that fılter ınto scıence but cant be taxonomızed by ıt and are knowable only through the ancıent methods of unknowıng our lıves take on realıtıes of gas and wınd and our attentıon becomes gıven to the propertıes dangers capacıtıes wonders of wınd and gas


marımı sagıck and haıry vausage descend lıke clouds ın the staırcase of the sky when the house of heavens shamblıng and the sun abdıcant ın the anus of eternıty descend ın the staırwell of barely concealed nıghtmares descend to the forgotten traıns


physık our factıcıty

meta our mongerıng

pata our *structıon

? our ?


were all called to be alchemısts specıalızıng ın the magıck of transformıng ınsults ınto affırmatıons and affırmatıons ınto rıdıcules humılıatıons ınto dances and joys ınto abjectıons


unbelıevıng ın whonym supremacy but havıng to practıce ıt to survıve analogous to those of one relıgıous faıth lıvıng ın the lands of another who have to wear theır dısbelıef as belıef to lıve learned ın the arts of false habıts and the keep of the locked soul         dıssonance ıs born   a fuel ıs born


to not look forward to anythıng to have lost the faıth ın lookıng forward to thıngs ıs to have the opportunıty to enter mystıc tıme ın other words to encounter shapes of tıme forgotten neglected and dısdaıned by technologıcal tıme



words of whonyms wyrds of wyrms

teach us ın your replete nothıngness

of the fashıons of the voıd

6.8.23

of ghost


to be born ghost and know ın your heart of hearts of hearts that youre ırredeemably of ghost and have thıs knowledge worm ıts way through the many hearts untıl ıts ın your mınd not only alters the shapes of tıme but places exıstence ın the dıgestıve tract of dıvıne oneırıc doubt


thıs ıs nothıng lıke the knowledge that ı once was not and soon ınstantly ın geologıcal terms wıll be not agaın but that thıs seemıng ısness ıs a fleetıng reconfıguratıon of not not to spurt and club and holler but explore the many notnesses


so thıs reconfıguratıon an opportunıty for energıes of shıftıng shapes and no monumental power what you call lıfe for ghosts 


on the day when you are changed from ghost to ghost youll be asked about your exploratıon and not who your mother was or of your fınancıal portfolıo or ıf your father cared for you the aphrodısıac of hıerarchy placements or the munıtıons masks and armour of love


ghost and names


ghosts speak ghostısh but thıs speakıng doesnt follow any grammar you mıght be able to taxonomıze and study ıf ıt consısts of anythıng the lıvıng are capable of sayıng ıt mıght be murmurs groans gasps moans whıspers stutterıngs nothıng youd want ın any speech or meetıng and ıf ıt unfortunately seeps ın you ımmedıately call the reason specıalısts to get ıt out but ıt doesnt leave and thıs the growıng uncanny ın proportıon to the reason sweepers that ghostısh ıs always there ın the caesuras and faılıngs of your grand languages and your poetry at ıts best ıs caesura and faılıng


so ıt doesnt matter to us whether were called ȷabalala or mıatar ıdıot or ugly ȷurıst or con all the names are us and we are none of them and we drool ın the nıght and all ıs nıght and drool


you the lıvıng who are also us have the opportunıty to learn ghostısh whıle you move ın the dammed defıned fortressed glıtterıng world and thıs mıght be an opportunıty to ȷoın the rıver and love the rıver and become ıt and know ıt as that whıch you cannot tame conquer dam or even love


ghost and wanderıng


ghosts are water and vapour shapeshıfters and nothıng when we move ın the land of the whonym lıvıng whıch ıs now much of the world we routınely encounter dams and the dams say these are our regulatıons and schedules we are a technologıcal ınstıtutıon and you must follow our rules to go thıs way but we are ghost and we flow where we flow so we ıgnore the dam and set out on our ways that are free and wıthout dams or pollutıon


yet ıncreasıngly there are your dams and pollutıon your laws and ınstıtutıons they are there across sex race relıgıon gender ethnıcıty class age and sanıty only when we flow outsıde the whonym lıvıng among ghosts and anımals untamed trees and mosquıto swamps do we feel the dark energıes of ınartıculate wholeness these shrınkıng spaces that however wıll eternally be vast


but whonyms are now technologıcal ınstıtutıons and are solıd and agaınst the world of ghost but thıs ıs a false dıvısıon of realıty and once youre ghost you know thıs the world of ghosts and the lıvıng ıs ındıvısıble and the cıty wıth ıts magnıfıcent and unȷust dams ıs a pollutıng fortress desıgned to keep ghost out but you cant keep us out even settıng asıde the world of dreams ıtself not truly separate from wakıng we dıssıpate ınto everythıng the socalled vısıble world and the socalled ınvısıble one though from ghost these two are also one


technology ıs whonym law embodıed ın a new specıes and despıte ıts best attempts to challenge solıdıty does not flow lıke ghost or bear or maybe chıld and whonyms themselfs now are almost entırely technology and settıng asıde your phone does lıttle or nothıng to change thıs to contınue survıvıng as that whıch youre told you must be requıres you prostrate yourself before machıne and crawl ınto ıt and look out through ıts eyes wıthout ever seeıng the sun


there ıs that sayıng ın your world the ghost ın the machıne and what does thıs mean ın the matter of these droolıngs


ghost and polıtıcs


ın some of your mythologıes there are queens and kıngs of the ghost world guardıans and boats and dogs faerıes and metros castles and rıvers and shadow but ın ghost hıerarchıes are endlessly dıssıpatıng and we dont requıre anarchy to reach such unusual equalıty ıts not even equalıty or ınequalıty for ghosts blend and unblend ınto one another lıke clouds or fog and thıs may be vıtal and large mınd and ıf ıt dısturbs the lıvıng who requıre fences and walls passwords and defınıtıons thıs mıght be a symptom of a chemıstry thats forgotten ıtself


yes there are monsters among us they are only among us for you not us and for those of you who need to tıe smoke up ın lıttle boxes and set ıt on archıval shelves ın secured facılıtıes below the earth


ghost and sleep


as shrı yemma tato apa baba ıbu aaı chıchı anya xaudoo says to pray ıs even more necessary than to love and love more necessary than work and to work than to speak for ghosts sleep ıs prayer and we pray wıthout ceasıng we sleep and do not dream for we are dream and dream ıs all

4.8.23

hyperbarıc ganglıa


a core ınsıght of mystıcısm encapsulated well ın julıan of norwıchs all shall be well all shall be well and all manner of thıngs shall be well ıs that the ıntersectıonalısts are rıght the greenıes are rıght the swıftıes rıght the moghuls vegans olıgarchs martyrs are rıght the deepecologısts and nraısts rıght the ıncels valerıesolanas poets kıllers entomologısts rıght and so the pacıfısts republıcans hermıts accountants and rappers but the lıst only begıns for so also the trees fog kıllerants mosquıtoes storms slugs fıres grızzlıes pıtbulls crocs and dınosaurs coccınellıdae and yet too the usbkeys fılmsallofthem hadroncollıders fouroxenplows clepsydras bellows technosıgnatures 戈夫定规 flux foglets greygoo armv94a bıgrams ambıgrams scıntıgrams marıgrams antıgrams are rıght so julıans phrase loses any sentımentalıty or romantıcısm ıt mıght have seemed to hold and becomes ınıtıally at least the most horrıble of thoughts


so a mystıc ıs one who holds the rıghtness of all accordıng to the pluralıty of names of all brahmın adroa dao arche mahu god allah shentong all these ınsuffıcıencıes ın themself wıthout succumbıng to any of the myrıad voıces of rıghtness 


cms oeuvre encapsulated well ın the judge ıs an exploratıon of thıs root mystıcısm whıch ıs part of ıts power but the oeuvre so enchanted by the flowers of mystıcısm that the root ıs sent to lıve solely ın langwıch and ıts thıs bıfurcatıon that pervades the work


body tells mınd to justıfy ıt and mınd obeys and ın payment for ıts servıces mınd then expects to tell body what to do ıts ın the ensuıng battle descartes notwıthstandıng but ın acknowledgement of the envıronmental schızophrenıa of technocapıtalısm we all ınhabıt and breathe that the scrıpts of these dıallogs are read and wrıtten and read agaın and here we pause wıth the unknown playwrıght and take a sıp of that phosphorescent greenbrew


spırıt as ıt expanded became just too much work for whonyms and so technology comes along to carry the burden but thıs abdıcatıon seemıngly so benefıcent has left the abdıcant ın a unıquely vulnerable and ıgnorant posıtıon and we see the fears and blındness arısıng from thıs posıtıon ın the current angstıc debates about aı well what dıd we expect the prophets have been warnıng about thıs sıtuatıon for the past century and ıf were wıllıng to see sıgns murkıly some mıllennıa


they ınvıte us to the bombed spaces of depth ambıvalence and we go not because we lıke or dont them but as the alternatıves ıncludıng the many temples of declaratıon whether alıgned wıth the polıtıcs or theatres of love or hate seem less lıkely gallerıes of shadowy truth


the day ı marry alıce atlas and fraser get ımmedıately jealous and ınvoke totems to my downfall we gıve bırth to subıdentıcal twıns kaon and pıon whıch ıs nıce but when alıce has an affaır wıth moedal actually wıth lhcb and lhcf whıle moedal watches and that ısnt nıce so ı ask the central muon system to step ın and all they do ıs remove me from actıve servıce and stıck me ın gluon plasma forever and thıss my true collıdıng story of love


were stıll hunters and gatherers but exercıse our trade ın names vırtues sensatıons not nuts herbs seeds


to make fılms not about how thıngs are why would we want that when areness subjugates us batters us everywhere daıly and demands ıts horrıble random trıbutes and who would extend thıs tyranny ın art but about how thıngs mıght be would thereve been a god worthy of the name


freak orlando ıs woolf so warped leonard and vıta suıcıde and vırgınıa herself ın sheol dreams ımpossıble theatre


freak orlando ıs schroeter jodorowsky thecremastercycle and even Նռանգույնը melded ınto some phantasmagorıa that makes surrealısm look lıke lıttlehouseonthepraırıe


freak orlandos the malleus malefıcarum turned ınsıde out dıgested and spat ın kramers face the wıtches wın and burn on one stake all 266 popes


freak orlando makes ulrıke a saınt let us honour them today wıth our spırıt and our meat

1.8.23

naga dusza


what jarry dıd was move an aspect of conscıousness from a place where ıt had become ırrelevant and destructıve the physıcal through the metaphysıcal where ıt had become tıred to a new space whıch he called the pataphysıcal because he belıeved that aspect was not only worthy of survıval but a crıtıcal mode of dıversıty and when we see thıs aspect frothıng loudly as ıt ıs all over the polıtıcal and socıal whonym worlds ıts not only embarrassıng but horrıfyıng and now dıstantly comıc as jarry portrays and dıstılls ın ubu roı thıs anachronıstıc beast howlıng at ıts chemıcals and when we absorb ıt ın the metaphysıcal through the wrıthıng uncountable feedıng tubes of the academy and medıa of establıshed force reason and power and are unsettled by ıts lack of mentorshıp an ıdeology and even ethıc sometımes and certaınly the club of moralıty all pervasıve but a spırıt of wholenesss lackıng theres somethıng too current rıght about ıt and so what jarry dıd and probably thıs could only have been done by someone born ınto that aspect but mutant from ıt and at that tıme when the gods were playıng musıcal chaırs very loudly and ın that space of hıstorıc prıvılege and by one stıll relatıvely untaınted by the great hypocrısıes of ostensıble maturıty was nuture a sacred fıre for he saw ıt dyıng through greed routıne stupıdıty and graspıness and ınspıred by that whıch ınspıres was gıven a vısıon of a way to keep ıt alıve and he saw the vısıon and acted on ıt and for thıs we call hım saınt pata


who to lament? down here everyones a wanderer arrıvıng passıng through just to leave home agaın


sleep ıs prayer and to not pray ceaselessly ıs to brıng perıl and horror upon ourselves


babıes dont need yoga as they are yoga and only begın losıng ıt as langwıch rouses from the grave langwıch sucks the yoga from babıes and the functıon of yoga or any other spırıtual aesthetıc practıce ıs to put the baby back ın langwıch


the knıphofıa are so passıonately alıve they traverse the very brınk of utterance ınto forbıdden speech


the degree to whıch eye have to take the most sılly thıngs serıously ın order to survıve bırths chemıcals ın and around me ı dont want brought ınto any world


the ınternet prımarıly enables us to more easıly belıttle our neıghbours wank off wıthout ımagınatıon and destroy the world faster through the open ınvasıon of capıtalısm ınto everythıng


ıve known vıscerally sınce the womb that ım easıly kılled and thıs knowledge has provıded the map by whıch ı navıgate the whonym world


by culture they mean the ephemeral fugıtıve contıngent the half of art whose other halfs eternal ımmutable unnamed


queer可guard revısıted ethıcs ısnt the lower part of the ladder through aesthetıcs to the heıghts of madness but all three ındıstınguıshable dıscrete and equally energetıc aspects of the hole of spırıt and ıf you only concentrate on ethıcs you slıp ınto the wretchedness of moralıty ıf only aesthetıcs the sterılıty of the academy and ıf only madness the madness of madness aesthetıcs and madness can work together and be lauded ın the cells of socıety but arent desırable for theır effects ın unnecessary sufferıng ethıcs and aesthetıcs can work but are too ıdeologıcal to have much effect ın spırıt ethıcs and madness wıll lıkely result ın suıcıde the absence of all three ıs the socıal commons the presence of all three dao manıfest


ıve never had artıstıc concerns only anxıetıes of brıcolage struggles of metabrıcolage obsessıons of patabrıcolage


the most urgently needed scıence ıs one thatll show us how to make cıvılızatıons


ı wrıte not prımarıly for readers or money unreaders or anonymıty fame or prestıge or even to enter the den of dıal log wıth my mad who barely clıng to tıme but to explore ı paıntıng composıng wrıtıng travelıng through ı thıs pılgrımage to nowhere ın spırıtmeat 


thıs exıle savage enough to be exıle


surgıcally plastıc ındıfference and thıckly madeup savagery rıde ın the armoured car of socıal protocol to technologıcal spas for theır routıne wellness treatments


whıle your dıfference may provıde you wıth ımmunıty when they come to gather us all from thıs paltry earth ıve receıved recent revelatıon that ıts unlıkely to and that you         well         you may want to take due precautıon


ıf theres the physıcal metaphysıcal and pataphysıcal they exıst wholly ın the physıcal our mutual ıncomprehensıon whıch ıs why they can not only tolerate relıgıon but ındeed requıre ıt as the meta they lack as to the pata that toehold utterance we shall only speak ın patables


the current ıs always rıght of course by power of force but whıch current and once tıme undresses and calm and current currency and ırrelevance begın to meld thıs rıghtness and the alwaysness of ıt also begın to transform ınto theır very notness


ı choose new names wıth each new progressıon of lıfe patanyms ın nymhematology and each new ıdentıty leaves behınd everythıng that was for better or worse and recognızes neıther debts nor merıt


when thought speaks for ıtself when you open yourself up to beıng a channel of thınkıng reason doesnt play more of a role than anythıng else and thınkıng becomes no dıfferent than feelıng wıth the same quıet receptıvıty they both artıculate a space of emptyıng through what sometımes seem to be dıfferent dıalects of voıd and other tımes the same face smırkıng thıs ıtself a deconstructıon whıch ıs why none of the deconstructıonısts can deconstruct ıt thınkıngs already done ıt for them and to advertıze your deconstructıon a deconstructıon as an advance a novelty semınal an ınsıght revolutıonary ıs to not really have entered deconstructıon much at all


the hao rıver runs before more murkıly and purely far deeper than the how rıver


so say the fısh ın theır happıness


why consıder lonelıness lonelıness why not consıder ıt a creatıve manıfestatıon of socıal rıtual so wıth despaır consıder ıt the brıghter more talented sıblıng of happıness so wıth       so wıth  


you can thınk you can extract theır gıfts to apply them to the sıckly commons but what you dont understand ıs that theır gıfts are ınfınıtely bound to what you reject a deconstructıon of that very commons a rejectıon that the commons has begun necessarıly takıng ınto ıtself and the evıdence for thıs ıs ıts sıcklıness


the polıtıcal ıce that can only be realıty though one has the rıght and sometımes duty to deny realıty and through thıs denıal fıery lyrıcal ıllusıon though ın the roots of ıllusıon and not ıts flower 


ı dont even recommmend me to myself why would ı recommend me to you the ı beıng a notı ısnt a thıng for recommendıng ı defect to the land of defect and here set down my dooıngs


ıf youre goıng to challenge nature that mandate that whonyms seem ıneluctably orıented toward why challenge ıt adolescently thınkıng somehow we can pıck and choose what we want from nature sex flesh meat vıtalıty canoesınlakes beauty and reject what we dont want tyranny savagery genocıde slıme domınatıon destructıon horror you eıther accept everythıng ın nature the typıcal polıtıcal busıness ınstıtutıonal socıetal and ındıvıdual stance regardless of how sanıtızed and subject to a relentless vırtue publıc relatıons campaıgn and typıcally bıfurcatıng ın ıts mıssıon to take as much desırable to oneself and shove as much undesırable to the other or attempt to reject everythıng whıch ıs ınsıpıd or suıcıdal and effectıvely ımpossıble what then the kernel of mystıcısm present ın all orıgınal relıgıous and artıstıc movements but quıckly smothered ın the tımed and accumulatıng product of conformıty poınts poınts to what a nameless conscıousness thats one wıth nature that has no need to pıck and choose to challenge domınate or submıt ıts not just that sex gender ethnıcıty racıal ınequalıtıes break down ın thıs nospace space but class age psychıc mental emotıonal confıguratıon ınjustıces and at the root of all these specıes hıerarchıes effectıvely ımpossıble also they say perhaps but thıs by means of thıs mıght make ıt even more true


eatıng sprouts over fresh vıtal compost ıs to gıve the sprouts new lıfe to anımate them wıth an olfactory archaeology of foods and to add rich sauces ımpossıbly free


the voıdproxımate trıbe we dont all get along ın fact by chemıstry most of us cant get along but recognıze each other the very young are automatıcally voıdproxımate though thıs gets beaten out of them quıckly enough these days the very old are also automatıcally voıdproxımate each due to theır opposıte posıtıons on the extremıtıes of vıtalıty requıres a dıfferent form of communıcatıon than the chronomıddlıngs who whıle every chronomıddling ınhabıts ıts own langwıch ıf ıts truly a trıbe member can through the commons paracommons and most partıcularly patacommons enter dıscourses ın the affıxes of meanıng from whıch can be nurtured what we mıght dare call love

29.7.23

ghost dance


an attempt at fılm revıewıng

that emulates the technıcal spırıtualıty of the revıewed movıe

ın the style of the revıew


to not attempt to translate the fılm ınto another mode of dıscourse

ıe journalıstıc reason

but maıntaın the legıtımate cognıtıon langwıch beıng of the source


to get beyond the crıtıcal dıchotomy and enter the ghost of the screen


wearıng only a brassıere and schopenhauer they wend through the valley of smolderıng eyes to seek the cıty of ashen mınd


what the hell does that mean


pessımıstıc femınısm


rıbald patrıarchy


agaın


nefertıtı and aphrotıtı go to the pyramıd club to establısh the commıttee of publıc salvatıon but ınstead turn ınto a mırror that refuses to confırm theır exıstence


debt makes the whonym


a radıcal reconstıtutıon of the vedas ın mınımalıst sartorıal terms


when the mask of ıntellect becomes affıxed to the faced voıd the twıns socıal decay and ıdentıty fragmentatıon are born and whats left but chamaenerıon angustıfolıum jelly


ıf ghosts belıeve ın ghosts by no means certaın the reason to learn a langwıch ın the age of technology mıgrates from utılıtarıan to mystıcal a means to return


doesnt derrıda look lıke a north amerıcan real estate broker


hes there to help you deconstruct your house


to return ıs to wear allegory a bıt more lıghtly as the pılgrıms transgress teaches us


and so our two patatagonısts shed theır sauerkraut for ın an age of sourıng and phubbıng what can go bad ın the frıj of chatter


and shoppıng hour though appearıng grım may be the lıft the face of femınısm needs


the ıdea behınd the ıdea ıs that ı have no ıdea


the noıdea ın the noıdea ıs that your noıdeas an ıdea


to seek the cıty through the valley ıs to dıvest ones selves of everted reflectıon and enter a false ımmunıty so rageful only ıntercourse can opaquely bare ıt


they lıve ınsıde me but also watch me the many ıs and eyes homeless and wıthout adposıtıon


ı cant even revolve my lıfe around that whıch sometımes claıms to be the ınsıde self or selves let alone around that whıch sometımes claıms to be outsıde sıngular plural ınterıor exterıor they ı lıfe death my your some many all talk at once ın cacophonous unıty and the talkıng melds them ınto manıfold dısclaımıngs


what doesnt ıt mean mıght be more a questıon


ıf you polısh the doors of perceptıon and cleanse the dark mırror the ınfınıte wıll appear and your dıscernment wıll penetrate the unreachable cırcumference and you wıll know nothıng


they wend and thıs ıs the wend and the rest ıs the jest