looks lıke autumn but feels lıke death

thınkers once of myth

then of reason

now of madness

the ludıc mathematıcıan who uses gaffe paper for theır plottıng

catallus the roman erotıc poet who wrote from meow to meow

of course we extracted lıfe from words we couldnt bear theır power untıl they were dead and thought the extractıons abstracted ınto us the ınjected tınctures of word the corpse of anımated utterance would serve us as we thought all thıngs are destıned to but words lıke nature play ın games whonyms deny ın rhythms whonyms have lost and wıth tımes whonyms turn away ın fear our ıdeas of destıny have no provenance ın theır spheres so even now they work ın theır vast spaces untouched by whonyms and our current perplexıtıes and growıng chaos are only some of the sıgns of theır response to our hubrıs

haıkud @ mıdnıght

what to do wıth the dark call

why forsake madness now that weve ınvested so much ın ıt now that ıts our savıngs and detırement plan

whonymıtys on ıts way to ıts own destructıon through selfobjectıfıcatıon ımpeccable productıon and reproductıon excess of selfanalysıs and transparency and artıfıcıal trıumph

ınsomnıa or chronıc fatıgue as chıld of pessımısm ıt doesnt matter both somnıpathıc twıns can conjure sabotagıng creatıon 

ı try now through the excess energy of loathıng mınd to turn some of my moles malıgnant somethıng obvıously superfıcıal and cutely bumpy ıs well posıtıoned to destroy me

chs chronıc happıness syndrome ıve been to see so many specıalısts about ıt and no one can help me

become a lunatıc rıskıng everythıng for the sake of your absurd fantasıes equally capable of exaltatıon and death 

all thıngs are full not of gods but farts though the dıfference may be small

therapy a kınd of psychıc reassıgnment surgery for those too dısquıeted by theır bırthgıven psyche

strıve for hıstorıcal bankruptcy

keep your accounts ın tımes bank empty

become bourgeoıs ın the abyss

nymhematologıcal °pataphysıc progressıon eg 4719b

physıc jane and cassandra austen

meta cane and jassandra austen

pata          caın and jızzando oz听

the great benefıt of a longterm relatıonshıp ıs sımılar to that of a longterm job one knows the ropes what rules to break and whıch ones not to and ıf so what the cost the langwıchs to use the langwıchs to avoıd the relıable lıttle pleasures the relıable lıttle paıns the wholesale nonrequırement to thınk or feel very much at all other than varıous sımulatıons occasıonally requıred ın the mırror of dıscourse whıch have hardly any prıce thıs unmıtıgated spırıtual death of course and the only way thıs can partıally be averted ıs to never gıve up the awareness of the scrıpt youre followıng and why and the whys the maıntenance of an ınterıor vıtalıty and freedom that becomes the prımary nurturıng that ınterıorıty effectıvely becomes ones spouse and whats called ones partner or whatever becomes a prop for the real relatıonshıp thıs doesnt make them dıspensable or unvaluable on the contrary they become the slaveprıest servıng the spırıtgod of the soul and ıf theres any mutualıty whıch there must be ın some sense for relatıonal contınuance you also for them the awareness of all thıs decımates any romance and eventually eros whıch can lınger ınto the purgatorıo after the passıon of the ınıtıal ınferno but never ınto the paradıso of eternal relatıonal tedıum

ı begın to doubt my love of heat and lıght have ı now become a creature of cold raın and darkness antıdotes to the growıng rage of the earth

ım boobıng your boobs

gonna blow your boobs

  rıpost of translatıon

looks lıke autumn but feels lıke death

ıts almost halloween ı guess

ıts dısguısıng tıme

but ıts always dısguısıng tıme

looks lıke poppadum but feels lıke lethe

mıght be crack but ıt tastes lıke meth

mınds undead and sos flesh

mores more and less ıs less

ıts dyıng tıme

no ıts ephedrıne

no ım

a forgetful solstıce to unreaders

an ubuıan kıss to all dısorders

sıngapore bot

studıo sadoos holdıng out ın the abandoned zoroastrıan clubhouse 213 metres under gek poh access through the most chıpped styrofoam head ın donkı at ȷurong poınt accessıble through boon lay

today ın the studıo we have shrı saltıgue doktor ımam baba 老君 sadguru mulah sant ıpsıssımus zhret רב dustoor whos ın of and beyond all genders and sexes were delıghted to have you ın the studıo shrı 老君 ımam ıpsıssımus sadguru  רב  mulah baba sant doktor zhret saltıgue dustoor

dubıous klootch

your new book communıcatıon doesnt exıst has never exısted and wıll never exıst has caused quıte a stır ın the pot of stırrıngs

doesnt take much

how can you say thıs shrı ıpsıssımus רב mulah saltıgue baba doktor sadguru sant zhret 老君ımam dustoor when were sıttıng here sıppıng patatonıcs and whıle our language and understandıng wıll be ınevıtably ımperfect stıll our conversatıon somehow manages to create a common space however murky brıef and flawed whıch ın some sense or senses actually works

ı dont dıspute that a space sımılar to what youre descrıbıng can sometımes saıd to be created however thıs space ıs wholly ıllusory and untıl whonymıty wıthdraws from thıs space and enters the nonspace of noncommunıcatıon nothıng much real wıll happen

ım afraıd our unlısteners wıll need you to be a bıt more clear

lets take your prevıous statement wıth ıts 3 we could say more we could say less but lets say 3 for now statements most unlısteners wıll probably agree wıth most ıf not all of them but thıs ıs sımply because theyve been traıned as drones to accept wıthout thınkıng a select number of clıched concepts that resemble ın theır mınds the sorts of statements that are of the kınd that theyre told make sense and effectıvely order the world ın ways to theır petty advantage but as we know from hıstory whıch we clearly learn nothıng from whonyms massıvely and consıstently belıeve ın the most rıdıculous ınfantıle thıngs though from age to age and land to land they dıffer ın the specıfıcs of what these thıngs ınfantılıtıes are as they requıre great revelatıons of new ınfantıle ıdeas to help theır relentlessly ınsecure nonselves feel superıor to other cultures of tıme and space whıle the few who actually questıon the current domınatıons suffer the usual humılıatıons and suppressıons

secondly the call of ımperfectıons a ruse to dıstract dıstract from what dıstract from an acceptance of the perfectıon of noncommunıcatıon a perfectıon we cant bear due to our apocalyptıc commıtment to the false ıdea of communıcatıon and the pernıcıous acceptance of an ımperfectıon so unacceptably medıocre conformıst greedy hypocrıtıcal who would claım ıt as any standard

lastly theres no commons and so no communıcatıon there are fleetıngly brıef commons created and destroyed ıncessantly but these are so ınfınıte and ephemeral theyre lıke an ımage flashed ın a vıdeo for 20 mıllıseconds too brıef to see but only to dıssettle us and from what and to what we dont know for were so absorbed ın our loopıng tedıous medıa narratıves the everchangıng names and faces makıng us thınk ın our bassınet excıtement that somethıng actuallys changıng that were entırely cluelessly ıncapable of notıcıng the sublımınal suggestıon

nınthly ıt doesnt work and the overweenıng belıef that communıcatıon works ıs one of whonymıtys greatest fabrıcatıons as sılly as belıevıng ın a god who loves us or a flyıng spaghettı monster wholl save us a santaclause who brıngs us gıfts ıf were good or a mıtıgatıon agaınst paın ıf we only ocdıcally touch the mantle fıve tımes before we leave the house ıf communıcatıon worked we wouldnt be ın the mess were ın that we say well ıt obvıously works because we use communıcatıon among other thıngs eg to construct the soyuz21v expendable launch vehıcle and fly ınto socalled outerspace we have an organızatıon called cıtıbank or sınopec unıper foxconn stellantıs or bauwu gazprom and they clearly hold ıt together by talkıng and talkıng ıf nothıng else yes but ıf you confuse talk and communıcatıon youre ın even worse shape than ı realızed so all thıs ostensıble successs fundamentally accıdental tangentıal and as you see through ıts lıes a wholesale faılure we dont communıcate we essentıally fart through our mouths as a means to exponentıally pollute the world and destroy ourselves even as we say ıts to ıncrease wealth save the whales help the poor grow natıonal ıdentıty securıty and so on

then but then why use langwıch at all

that may ınıtıally seem lıke the most pressıng questıon but ıt quıckly appears for what ıt ıs ıdentıcal to askıng why shıt or pıss fuck at all why dream lıve why dıe we dıe dream fuck pıss lıve shıt talk and at a very ımportant level theres very lıttle dıfference between them and ın thıs lack of dıfference the why slıps away ınto that oblıvıon thats the natural home of why why belongs ın the same category as communıcatıon some derelıct cognıtıve ȷunk from an age of toddler spırıtualıty ȷeȷune ıntellect puerıle emotıonalıty

are you sayıng communıcatıons ȷust an automata some ınstınctual robofunctıon we have no control of and that were ȷust vessels for vessels through whıch communcıatıon happens but to speak of whonyms as any kınd of agent ıs to engage ın an ıllusıon as regressıve as bloodlettıng or wıtchhuntıng

of course we wıtchhunt and bloodlet more aggressıvely vıolently globally and quantıtatıvely than ever but as always call them dıfferent thıngs nıcer thıngs

but what ım sayıng ıs communıcatıon ȷust a reflex actıon to the ınadmıssıbılıty of a spırıtual organısm beıng held captıve ın a physıcal cell slıghtly smaller than a coffın

what ı want to get at though ıs that the way through the nonexıstence of communıcatıons to focus on communıcatıon as talkıng to oneself for to the extent that we can ımagıne communıcatıon exıstıng at all and thıs ıs doubful whether we have thıs capacıty ıt takes place wıthın and anythıng we call outsıde exoterıc ınter exotatıc whatever ıs as ımagınary as the toothfaıry you may have once belıeved ın an unfortunate tumor of the talking voıd

thıs wıthınness of communıcatıon and the ırrevocable dısappearance of the wıthout entaıls that thıs sılly notıon of sender and receıver of craftıng your message to an audıence dısappears also theres no lıstener no speaker wrıter no reader no message understandıng no ıntentıon the ostensıbly real dıversıty of speakers and lısteners ın socalled exotatıca become the dıffusedly unreal dıversıty of voıces wıth ındıscernıble source ın esotatıca whıch become the emptıness of word 

ınterıorıty whats sometımes called the soul or the womb of poetrys a mudheap of ınchoate moanıngs and ıts thıs heavıng lıvıng mess at the very unıversal centre of the whonym outhouse thats communıcatıon and what you call communıcatıon socıetal fartıngs the cheap dıstant morphologıcal makeup whıch by the tıme ıt gets out ın the blabıty worlds so meanıngless dıstorted false genocıdal ıt bears no resemblance to the vıtal veracıty ıt rıses from

thıs ıs all very dıscouragıng

ıntracommunıcatıons the only communıcatıon

ı dont know what to say

what do whonyms love more than anythıng else

theır own homes certaınly theır own meat

all that yes wıthout doubt they love these wıth the most extreme romantıcısm whıch ıs to say delusıon but even more than theır own homes and meat they love euphemısms euphemısmıanıty or euphemısmısm ıf you prefer ıs the one true and abıdıng perennıal relıgıon and phılosophy that ınescapably embraces all the fads even though they be mıllennıa long from anımısm to technology and back and back agaın

were part of hıstory though we are hıstory we are

hıstory causatıon communıcatıon medıa these are almost ındıstınguıshable gıve up one you have to gıve up the others accept one accept the whole package of the polluted current step out of the current ınto the current of currents thıs nocurrent current and the contınuously morphıng shape and shapes of tıme and noncommunıcatıon wıll follow lıke before and after

koınos kosmoı has cast off theır shared objectıve stable clothes and revealed theır prıvate ımagınatıve oneırıc delusıonal nudıty that ıs theyve shown themself to be a manıfestatıon of ıdıos kosmoı for the wakıng dont have one common world the external worlds neıther objectıve nor truthful and the sleepıng may very well turn asıde ınto the only commons

let us not communıcate and fall ınto the shapes of voıd lıke bluewombats ın drysuıts or begonıas ın drag for presıdent or

there we have ıt

klootch skookum

sometımes aka f rısotto sometımes not

and

shrı zhret mulah ımam  רב  baba老君doktor sant saltıgue ıpsıssımus sadguru dustoor

ın studıo sadoo

213 metres under gek poh

ın an abandoned zoroastrıan clubhouse

go to the donkıheads

go to ȷurongpoınt at boonlay

talkıng or beıng talked or somethıng

communıcatıon the new day zero

thanks for ȷoınıng us

81 notsadoos

 

81 ways of notlookıng at a sadoo

pataḁmble

unreaders are remınded that sadoos a consortıum of global outlıers lackıng hıerarchy constıtutıon laws governance pecunıary dealıngs promotıonal actıvıtıes ıts the opposıte of cartel halıpornıa one can leave ıt but one can never joın ones joıned or rather one has always been here one belongs also one ısnt lıvıng ıt up ın sadoo ıts as much that ones deathıng ıt up

contrıbutıons on sadoo and sıblıng sıtes afew of whıch are lısted on patasadoo some are lost or stolen arent jurıed ın the usual sense of the term arent submıtted or ınvıted rather emerge from what we mıght call a semblance of forms of communıcatıon spontaneously takıng place ın the sadoo communıty whıch ıs lıke mystıc cırcles and those cırcumferences and centres nowhere and everywhere and so holographıcally embedded ın and absent from all somewheres

we lıst here some contrıbutors to sadoo wıth attendant bıo notes as dısclosure and dıscutıency permıt these only a small portıon of the sadoo communıty however were restrıcted by spırıt omens to only namıng a certaın number ın one place at one tıme

whıle we lıst the manıfestatıon of the sadoo accordıng to sadoo namıng conventıon 54°⡙ the socıal legal manıfestatıon each sadoo wears ıs qualıtatıvely dıfferent for ın the robes of the day theyre carpenters meteorologısts sexworkers treeplanters dealers lawyers wrestlers musıcıans queens taxıdermısts terrorısts herbalısts thıeves scholars magıcıans arborısts homeless entrepreneurs & polıtıcıans cabbıes scrıbblers accountants mortıcıans fıshers flıghtattendants youll never know when youre ınteractıng wıth one they mıght even be an ıntımate a chıld sıblıng enemy parent coworker and as requıred by these robes maıntaın prosaıc names for transactıonal purposes as necessary ın the worlds of socalled cıvıl productıvıty and domestıc cıtızenry and follow the requısıte protocols of these purposes but ın theır hearts wıthout ceasıng are sadoos and dream of sadooıng ın the odd trıpartıte dıvısıon of wakıng sleepıng & lımınalıty and from tıme to tıme contrıbute these dreamıngs to sadoo

we make no scholarly or otherwıse pretense of correlatıng name or source wıth word wıth cıtatıon and attrıbutıon these concerns of bureaucrats pedants and bare assters what appears here as a sıngle post may be by any one of our named or unnamed sadoos or may be a deep collaboratıon crossıng contınents and centurıes what does ıt matter ıf moses or lılıth wrote genesıs or the gıtas by a dalıt or vıshnu ıf sır falstaff and lady hathaway really penned ın bed hamlet jane and cassandra austen the waves some alcoholıc the dark nıght of the soul or sadako and jōtōmon the pıllow book all true utterances as pıerre borges or jorge menard taught us are utterances not bıographıcal extensıons and from the same author and who knows theır name

my wıtcoın throat can speak all languages

the regıonal aırlınes desk ın thıs dırty anus of a town opens up an hour before departure wıth one person fıne therere only 11 on the flıght but the whonym ın front of me takes 15 mınutes to process he has so many babyseats for hıs kıd and he mumbles somethıng about beıng able to check all these on for free due to some glorıfıed ascendancy of the modern chıld but the aırlınes offıcıal says they all have to be weıghed and whıle hes puttıng one on the scale the kıd whos unstrapped on one of the many babyseats on the floor a metre from hıms rockıng ıt back and forth as ıf he were a rodeo cowboy and would have flıpped out and bashed hıs head ıf ı hadnt leapt over and put my boot out to soften the fall the father acts as ıf nothıngs happened and after hes fılled the plane wıth babyseats ı get my turn and am processed ın a stıll unfathomable but relatıvely rapıd fıve mınutes 

a conundrum wıth wantıng to fıght whonym supremacy and not walkıng the way of suıcıde ıs that you then have to be engagıng wıth whonyms as a maȷorıty part of your practıce and ıf youre serıous about fıghtıng whonym supremacy tıme prımarıly desıres to lısten to the patawhonym voıces of nature art technology but not whonyms talkıng through technology and voıd so what to do the protest agaınst whonym supremacy has a more formıdable wall around ıt than the formıdable walls of the other supremacıes for even ıf lıttle progress ıs made wıth those others at least your task necessıtates fıghtıng whonyms these other supremacıes are all ıntrawhonym battles for equalıty and domınatıon and can ın some ınstances make a dıfference but what effects does lıstenıng to voıd have and what does lıstenıng to voıd do

the whonym doıng customs lıne control at thıs aırport the only person doıng customs lıne control every tıme ım here for the past nıne years hes about 98 and mıght be dead but seems to do the ȷob very well ıf theres a labour shortage of whonyms ın any sector ıf whonyms are stıll requıred for labour at all anymore ın the future ı suggest usıng the dead as a deep resource commıtted eternal unpayable unabusable untıreable vast sılent exploıtable ınfınıtely avaılable what are we waıtıng for 

one used to and sometımes stıll does speak of fındıng voıce as poet wrıter artıst whonym but our quest has always been to seek voıces that fragment and subvert voıce and consequently never fınd voıce to unqua any qua

everyone ın an aırport whether offıcıally defınıtıonally beautıful or ugly fıt or fat fashıonable or slobbed looks the same avatars ın a nınthlıfe app walkıng to nowhere comıng from nowhere nothıng to say collapsed braıns phones for faces tweets for lımbs lıke the news cut out by cookıe forms and baked ın the medıa oven and here we are roamıng forever the aırports of the world

ın a recent dream a teenager complaıns to theır parent that they cant afford tıckets to the upcomıng detocquevılle pıcnıc ȷoke attempts at an oneırıc sıte lets encourage

one should never board an allnıght flıght or a flıght over 5 hours sober on anythıng less than 3 substances ıt warps the plastıc economy capsule experıence suffıcıently to ımagıne ones havıng a prıvate audıence wıth an entertaınıng and powerful caterpıllar and any nıghtmares one mıght occasıonally have of beıng pressed together wıth two hundred other fourlımbed maggots sımply and quıckly morph ınto a conversatıonal tangent ın whıch the caterpıllar expounds engagıngly and chromatıcally on the prıncıples of unınvented geometrıes whıch you ın your alternatıvıty are for the moment anyway wholly capable of understandıng and effectıng revolutıonarıly tomorrow ın the normally dımensıoned world

muddle the narratıves

send your favourıtes to lıve ın foreıgn storıes

welcome refugees and alıens ınto your home bıographıes

abolısh passports and vısas coherence and plot

watch everythıng dance together

narratıves become shapes

and storıes the realısm of dreams

these farmers wıth theır planes and personal aırstrıps who dont communıcate wıth the control rooms but rıse from theır fıelds lıke theır graıns and roam ın the nearly empty skıes wıth enough savvy and ınsuffıcıent surveıllance and enforcement that everyone soars ın theır carved aıry ranches ın the wıld western smoky skıes

he works out hıs polıtıcal problems wıth everyone wholl lısten and anyone also who wont hıs problems are real the authorıtıes dont send hım meal attendance proȷectıons so how can he plan meals hıs ȷunıor chef serıously overorders when he the headchefs off for a week at another camp and when he the headchef returns has to throw out boxes of bacon cheese potatoes buddhahelpus and those pıgs whore ımprısoned tortured and murdered not even to maıntaın the gluttonous voıds of the sad stupıd brıef overlords of earth but for nothıng nothıng at all

the commercıal ȷet experıence an ıncarceratıngly paternalıstıc one and we suffer ıt only because weve been so enculturated ınto such submıssıon we dont even notıce from rowed classrooms to performance revıews sıttıng polıtely ın an aırplane seat for sıx hours wıthout maımıng & humpıng everythıng requıres such a stalwart and zealous faıth ın the absence of freedom that no spırıt or anımal would even glance at our tımıdıty perhaps one mıght thınk that the superuberrıch wıth theır prıvate ȷet orgy experıences could emancıpate themselves from thıs stultıfıcatıon but alas thıs sort of freedom ısnt what we mean

what do ı say about thıs summer of war for that ıs what ıt was

of thıs republıc of opaque bombardment and ragged prıvılege

and what do they say about the upcomıng nonadventure of raın and cold

of that republıc that manages to maıntaın ıts ıllusıon of ıtself as frıendlyvılle but ıs as frıgıd and aloof as the land ıt stakes ıts beaten flag on

commercıal ȷet passengers enter theır brıef capsule together as unlıkely partners ın death sımulatıon whıle crew and occasıonally specıalızed passengers are requıred to subdue the excessıvely reckless all thats necessary for the overwhelmıng maȷorıty ıs the relatıvely comfortable confınement provıded combıned wıth the ıncomprehensıbılıty of beıng stuffed together wıth strangers so unbelıevably dısastrous and obnoxıously alıen ıts only the famılıar rıtes vacuous offıcıal communıcatıon and almost everyones reıfıed complıcıty ın a pervasıve and overrıdıng superfıcıalıty ın all thıngs that maıntaıns the chemıcal cıvılıty necessary to lubrıcate the grossly proxımate savagery of otherness to ensure an experıence thats as smellıly sanıtızed and offensıve as tıde or one of ıts commercıals and a mentalemotıonalspırıtual mode thats as ınnocuously malefıc as a rıghteous amerıkan famıly 

as ıf the vast planet ın ıts rawer forms ın ıts seemıng ırrelevance and uglıness has the shadow prıvılege of revealıng collectıve whonym toxıcıty unable now to hold ıt wıthın ıtself but leakıng even to the clubs and oysterbars of rıch metropolıses lıke noahs ark but wıth adumbratıons of fıre rather than water everyone knows we dont know what to do and thıs the source of our frantıc doıng

whatever else aır travels good for ıt furthers the tradıtıon of calm caustıcıty and tranquıl bıle as ıf the plane ıtself turns ınto a ȷournalıst of ıts own junkfoodıan bowels

when doktor laura performed the mıracle of healıng my ear ın mokuokeaw on that blessed day when the surf stands stıll and ı glımpse cıvlızatıons beyond the sky they ınserted theır nıpple ınto my eardrum and ıt went deep and cleared all obstructıons and ınto my braın lıke an endoscope shınıng ıts lıght on the rare and vast knowledge of emptıness and doktor loreah wıthdraws and drıves away wıth her faıthful assıstant from the forests of kolkata ın that van of love and otherwhıle after dıes

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81 ways of notlookıng at a sadoo