could it think the heart would stop beating

the dangers of decay are the dangers of a sentimentalized fear

mysticism is psychic holography

lifes goal seems to become as rotten as possible so that when one dies theres nothing left to rot

i have no rest from a consciousness that primarily seems conscious of itself as conscious of an anarchically diffuse and paltry consciousness

i must tremble if the possibility of play no longer attracts me

the plant intrudes in the human and speaks inside

dying is a mode of seeing the invisible

holding within word

languages of earth

the only legitimate autobiography would be one with dozens of prefaces introductions forewords postfaces prologues preambles epigraphs afterwords prolegomena conclusions postscripts addenda with little consistency (thematic stylistic chronological …)      no body to speak of

hornbook of sadoo hirpyz

for those new to planet earth

and

wishing instruction in the ways of the human

a brief version of a multivolume treatise on the practice of law

to prime students in the application of dimensions and the geometry of time

through case studies

in this age of relentless and pervasive light sound communication our craving for the darkness of incomprehensibility increases commensurately

i do not renew i denew  i am full of denewments

transcendence is the mathematics of the souls geometry

writing literacy from literacys grave

the world              make your voice count

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fuck billy graham

who rode the wonderbread ass of christianity into the evening redness of the west

who could not be friends with women and stuck them under his horny dominioned thumb

who had to die at 3x the age of his subversive lord

while clinging to capitalism’s wretched raft on exploitation’s infinite sea

who now is not past some pearly gates on streets of stolen gold (or even in one of many hells from alighieri's to shaw's to zurn's)

but with the 107,602,707,791 other humans, food for worms

who surely seems rock hudson’s closet lover

whose life resembled your average middling amerikan ceo or entertainer and not at all his subversive lord and master

who never once did ayahuasca

who killed so many cows and flew in so many planes, laundering these common genocides with the inane blab of his pimp the lord jesus christ of the republic of the disunited hates of amerika

who swooned under the barbaric voice of his own subscription to stupidity

who belonged to if anything the pumping party of regressive consciousness and lollipop cliché

who participated calculatingly and naively as the rich in the growing treacherous gap between word and earth
fuck you

fuck you billy billy billy billy

fuck you in the ass of asses forever and ever

amen

fientive honorificabilitudinitatibi

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