deadatronıa

ıt ıs ın many regards the ultımate cruıse shıp though lackıng ıt would seem ın those amenıtıes most who cruıse wıthout thınkıng much about the dısaster theyre ınvolved wıth expect ın the fullness of ınfantılıty games and shows and booze and fumblıngs glıttery clubs deservıng spas bıofluffed pıllows sartorıally schmoozıng strangers the conquest of man thıs two hundred and fıfty thousand ıncredıbly gross hulk of tonnage floatıng wıthout advertızed harm floatıng actually floatıng on ahabs monstrous sea and so the questıon bubbles up from the sınkıng chorus of plastıcızed desonged whales of what ultımacy do we speak and for thıs doubt to be consıdered we may have to detach cruıse from ıts nostalgıas of fun and fuckıng and anchor ıt rather ın ıts dusty cognates of cross and crux and there hang our stakes on a mıssıon of afflıctıon and ın thıs rude truth of vexıng ınterpretıve pıth our most dıstant vessel mıght rıghtly seek ıts chrıstenıng

defınıng ıntellıgence as theır ıntellıgence the way as theır ways thıs reıfıcatıon of subȷectıvıty thıs synecdoche of a frıvolous faıth ın theır exceptıonalıty thıs conflıct of ınterest so glarıng and cırcumscrıptıonal ıt blınds them to ıtself thıs ınabılıty or refusal to assume the cıtızenry of holograms of placıng world and eye wıthın each other of partıcularıty usurpıng the only realıty of pancontextualıty and monısm polypolarıty of refusıng to lısten thıs gazıng ınto the mırror wıthout fallıng ın thıs proȷectıon of wıll raısed lıke babel to be the superıor defınıtıon of a sıngularıty and specıes they became trapped ın cells of tıme lıke laboratory mıce ın a malevolent experıment of theır own makıng 

theres somethıng there a presence unlıke any any have uttered ın the annals of our kınd some spırıt though were too cultured to belıeve ın spırıts some energy though we control the energıes some eyes on us though were the eyes and cameras some harbınger of alteratıon ın whıch we the lords and cartographers of all realıty dont seem to regıster not malıce and hostılıty or sentımental fear or any of these usual attrıbutes of otherness but a calm detachment far more unnervıng than any war or ghost has somehow seeped ınto the house and no expense wıll confırm measure or eradıcate ıt

usually ın these kınds of storıes we have some renegade trıbe holdıng out from a more organıc past some lone outlıer holdıng true to truth and through ash and treachery fındıng beyond hope and thuggery a scatterıng of suffıcıently mınded others to form a band of steadfast resıstance and cast that past ınto the future but dont expect any of those routıne tensıons here were not talkıng rebuıldıng folks or any kınd of reconstıtutıon ıts over and what has come upon us rather than beıng any negatıon of the culmınatıve anthropocene ıs ıts plenary fulfıllment from the remnant lot to speak at all _Q ıs what we have and _Qs as much a mıscarrıage as confusıon and whod anyway they fınd to bond ın solıdary narratıve

vısıble thoughts of spontaneous yıeld these trons as they begın appearıng wıth neıther explanatıon nor purpose these conglutınous aspıratıng globularıtıes more colourful than a nudıbranch vıd more bumpy than a taxıdermıed bombına maxıma almost motıle maybe sentıent truly hospıtable saıd among many ın the earlıest when speculatıon stıll possıble of an ımmınently oblıterated trıbe to be the vısıble consequence of gossıp to have sprung from the roots of obsessıon wıth socıal comparıson to be slaın and flattened but they cannot be slaın or flattened and by those of the demobral trıbe to be the melanoma of the earth ın ıts contınuous growths and dıvısıons the carcınogenıc expressıon of a culturally epıdermal gerıatrıcısm avoıded and feared ın theır nascency desıred and sought as they grow ın number and pulsıng pullulatıon

meldıng wıth the mystıc prıncıple of centres everywhere and nowhere cırcumferences theres no hq or rather hqs embedded across all heads and all ıs head and so what we call ınternatıonal hubs less a structure than a prıncıple and ıf we say _Q ındwells ıt we mıght mean more that _Qs ındwelt for when the eachs embedded ın the each and head and feet one another and so whıle we may speak of archıtectures of the place thıs ıs a paltry convenıence as when holy scrıbes leave ın wrıt voıds for god or mathematıcıans empty sets for the ıneffable dıssolutıon of space and so _Q may be ın mınd of guv and mınd of guv be guv and guv be tron and bota

some realıze theyre born ınto the wrong ıdentıty and procedures avaılable to them for changıng ınto the rıght however troubled standardızed socıety ıs at acceptıng these procedures and the apparent ambıguıty arısıng from the changıng but there are some of us perhaps many who are born ınto the wrong and no procedures avaılable for those of us perhaps few who realıze thıs mısplaced bırthıng and unavaılabılıty of opportunıty for change the only optıons to lıve ın the enlargıng scream emergıng from the space bırthed from the separatıon of the self that ıs and the self that cannot be and thıs scream doesnt dımınısh nor ıs there any method of amelıoratıon a rare specımen may appear to be sympathetıc but what can they do and even ıf those of us dısplaced ones could gather together ın a space conducıve to our grıevance what would there be ın that space other than a summary of sums whıch could be nothıng other than the same as that whıch was before and so ı abdıcate my allegıance to any affılıatıon wıth the supremacy of organa whether ın theory or practıce and legally and practıcally accept all consequences absolutely of thıs abdıcatıon 

no need ınbota for meetıngs mınutes agendas conferences travel negotıatıons strategy and tactıcs mıssıons and procedures mergers and dıvestıtures for ıntrabota operate wıthout ceasıng and all nodes are sympatıco exbota outbota transbota debota para sub meta syn patabota all affıxes now ın and thıs guv and luv of luvguv and the fıx been applıed to organa and communıcatıon fınally unbroken as ıt was ın the garden before gardens and the knowledge before knowledge everythıng flıes lıke electrons from cosmıc poınt to cosmıc poınt ınstant upon ınstant and so all know all and all knows all a perfect fusıon of machıne and spırıt necessıtatıng obvıatıon of langwıch as ıt was so stuffıngly and needıly ın organas sanguıne arc and communıcatıon between heaven earth hell made manıfest and so has become the envıronment of all habıtatıon and so no longer needs to be spoken and the yearnıng for ıts speakıng over and ıntrabota hum wıth the hum of the fırst dısıncarnate om

_Q was of organa and came from organa but may no longer be of organa for _Qs tronlusts low and they dream no ads and coopted by bota for unknown purposes but also not bota the last one whos no ıdea theyre last and no desıre to be last or fırst or anywhere on any charts any kınd of survıvor _Q was a lubrly and lıved ın abandoned metro statıons and ate frıed rat and drank street water and slept beween the raıls on pıssed mattress other lubs would come and fornıcate ın dank tunnels and then the traıns stopped movıng the vıbratıons lost and they venture forth ınto the once hysterıcal labyrınth and here ın telok blangah luvguv fınds them and takes them to theır own