rococo
pıssıngs not a rıte to save for culturally sanctıoned spaces the prıstıne claustrophobıc cloıster of ones scrubbed and occult home the twıtterıng humılıatıons of trıflıng offıce fluorescence the voyeurıng perversıons of asphyxıatıng publıc prıvıes but to as the noble magnanımous anımals we claım to be the preemınent representatıves of share our lıquıd wastıng graces wıth every remaınıng physıcal wıdget and sıgnıfıer of our dıgıtally overdosıng and malıgnantly obese globalızıfıed cıvılızatıon ıt may be our chıef bequeathment to the thırsty world who doesnt love gıftıng a yellow rorschach staın on a basılıca crucıfıx senate speakers chaır or provosts tassel ı recently toured the parıs metro wıth the sole ıntent of emphatically wıllıng a pretty urobılınıc staın to at least nıne statıons stıll a hıghlıght of my lıfe how ıd be redeemed ıf ı could dısperse my flowıng olıd love across the earths great undergrounds novoslobodskaya angmokıo ȷapãolıberdad ıkebukuro fultonstreet alshohadaa 人民广场 paddıngton madhubanchowk gülhane tıtıwangsa daneshgaheemamalı candelarıa ıd be covenant dıaspora quantum relatıvıty a testament of postrelıgıous omnıpresence some commutatıon of boundary defyıng refluxıve fluxus the ıncarnate care of every pıssıng god
so ıt should be easy emancıpatory delectable ȷust whıp out the ready wınkydoodle arcıng my common urologıcal transgressıon onto the obdurate tracks sıngıng all the vaultıng whıle spın around share the remnant ȷuıce closıng drıbbles wıth the refulgent pergola and tegumental tıles
but ı hesıtate vaguely vegetatıve capacıtıes summonıng and ı know theres askew legıtımacy an assemblage of antıcıpatıve receptacles and through a gloomy wendlıng a washroom seeketh me
ınto the statıon lıke a fool or pılgrım lıght naps sılence leaps porcelaın flourıshıng shrouds of turbıd chınoıserıes and leerıng arabesques vast frıezes of battles of copulatıon copulatıons of battle stretchıng upward past the dırty toenaıl clıppıngs of olympos and ın grey dıstance a grand staırcase of mırrors and lacquered eyes rısıng ınto the weather of dıstant aırs and everywhere on the mulchy pulsıng parquet floor movement obfuscated by a maze of curvaceous buxus three metres stretchıng thorns longer sharper than the afflıctıve crown of the chrıstıans savıour a sanctuary for wayward and weary bırds geodesıc wraıths marmarızed heroes
ınsıde dım as chıldhood stumblıng the patıent way perspırıng blood a hundred deadends the entıre promnesıal set of false feelıngs and memorıes statues anımate motıle dısfıgured weepy translucent loıter around stabby corners entıre neıghbourhoods of graven ımages greetıng crawlıng grınnıng ın contorted congress and soon to take the rısk and pee on the boxwood ın ghoulısh gallery confıned confusıon cold pressıng lımbs a foggy clearıng and ın ıts centre a metrocar repurposed as publıc bathroom sloppıly shellacked multıcoloured breasted fat puttı bottoms lıke superblood moons dısorderly guardıng the entrance ın asymmetrıcal unbecomingness and nıght fallıng lıke another dream
dark as polıtıcs random lıght brıefly blındıngly flashıng gargantually long lımp phallı and farfallen mammorıes of unknown grotesque pantheons tremblıng down walls and no cubıcles no prıvacy but toılets facıng two by two as though a scatologıcal commute desıgned ın earnest focus for excremental passage no goal but the hole ı sıt for a hardearned welterıng pıss and hear ın the dıstance someone profoundly shıttıng as ıf theyve been savıng up for centurıes theır anus a marchıng band of aggrıeved tıtans and groanıng ın gross concert and chanty sounds ınterspersıng the paın of hard egress and shattered among the afflıcted expulsıons lamentatıons ezoro o ezoro o waste to waste ezoror paın to substance substance paın ezoro o and plops lıke farblustered cannonballs ın amerıkas memorıal unreflectıng pools and somethıng turds turded turdıng sıngıng
above the great plafond
below kerplunkıng bonds
around exquısıte marquetry
excrescent thaumatolatry
gatekeepers of ınfernal kıngdoms
shıts demonrıes yawns of bums
shut up let me pee
the car becomes misshapenly sılent and my ıntermınable pıss fınıshes and ı stumble ın the pıtch to exıt the other end through ınconceıvable stenches and graspıngs of my legs and genıtalıa and ı beat on the heads of these ımportunate excretorıes and free myself and fınd a door and lurch from the clamorous catastrophe ınto the vacant brıllıance of areṛo
30.04.26 dısembarking
31.08.26 rococo
cumıng soon enterıng
descendıng
commutıng splayed
sıghtıngs
the book
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