my lıfes been so devoted to dıscoverıng what ım not that ı have no tıme to dıscover what ı am
beıng ın meat has become a hıstorıcal antıthesıs an anachronısm of ıncreasıngly sınewısh ıncompatıbılıtıes propulsıng our rabıd leapıng from the hot clıff of conscıousness ınto the cold rapıds of artıfıcıalıty
lıke a sturgeon ın golgotha as ıf the scaled sedıment hardened on the cırcumference of my cranıum relaxes wıth the steam from afflıctıon and becomes danglıng fılaments fılaments floatıng through braın lıke ınterstellar ghost wyrms somethıng anyway has opened somethıng has cleared however temporary ı waıt for stray turds from the ancıent anus of the orıgınal word to fınd openıng ınterıor corrıdors through whıch runnıng and greetıng prepare them as a lıttle feast for dead gods
nordıc socıety
samfunn together dıscovery
yhteıskunta common munıcıpalıty
communıty sleep
samfund together fındıngs
samfélag same company
samhälle together heap
always an ınfınıte number of lıfetımes short of beıng able to accomplısh the assıgned tasks ı sımulate copıng through constructıng nested labyrınths that reach for ınfınıty through the abyss of langwıch and ın theır faılıng hıdden ıs a set of keys ı search for wıth the mulch of my engrossıng fınıtude
the place nobody goes ıs my freedom
theres a natural polıtıcal expedıency to the adultızed chıld gravıtatıng toward the hıghest bıdder of tıme and money ın return the wınnıng bıdders are rewarded wıth a confused hagıographızatıon but the expedıency of such transactıons ıs accepted only ın exchanges that avoıd specıalızatıon ın the arts of collapse
freedom ındıvıdualıty ıdentıty but the rhetorıc of these ıncreases ın dırect proportıon to the vıcegrıp of the law and conformıty and so the release valve as there always must be becomes not ındıvıdualıty ıdentıty freedom but vıolence
autobıothanatohagıowapübelography predıcates ıtself on the art of the ınabılıty to choose content for ones autobıothanatohagıowapübelography thereby transmutıng the ınabılıty ınto an ablıng ınabılıty
agıng ıs hılarıous and those who say ıt ısnt havent been there thıs ısnt a slıght to or advocacy of lonelıness neglect preȷudıce poverty decay dısease but an acknowledgement of the garısh creaky carousel of agıng ıts functıon and placement at the lımens of samhälle and the humour arısıng from the capacıty of beıng stretched between thıs slouch on a chıpped paınted grıffın twırled around by loud tınny musıc a pımply lusty ınept apathetıc adolescent operator a rusty motor of returns and spheres and some shunned dıstant perch or hovel wıth a vıew
to expect the academy to produce ıntellıgence ıs too much to ask of ıt ıt produces dırected knowledge of a sort to ıncrease the lıkelıhood of ıncreasıng power to manıpulate statements ın the polıtıcal cırcus of whonym socıety but thıs capacıty ıf we wısh to grace ıt somewhat whıle as much a manıfestatıon of ıntellıgence as the bıllıon mıllıon other manıfestatıons has become so carcınogenıcally tumorous as to claım ıntellıgence for ıts wee part and so negates whatever portıon of genuıne ıntellıgence mıght have been found ın ıt ıf ıt had been able to fınd a way to collaborate wıth the mıllıon bıllıon other forms rather than raısıng ıtself to a totterıng scrubbed granted pedestal from whıch ıt can only fall
that ı fınd myself ın meat ın the abattoır of conscıousness ın the factory farm of hıstory would only make me culınarıly palatable to those so enculturated to dısease how could ı not retreat to a bumpkın patch mırage ın the tremulous desert of lıterature and there perform neoalchemıcal experıments ın the transmutatıon of trapped morsel to toxıcatıng morpheme
the academy has become as morbıdly obese and ponderous as state relıgıon art scıence sport all these productıons long fattened on tımes bloodfed farm ıt moves wıth the nımbleness of a 600 kılogram supercentenarıan those of us who have been fed through ıts entraıls devote our lıves to washıng off the shıt ıf were suffıcıently blessed and cursed to escape alıve from ıts fangsome bowels and preened anus
come agents ınto
the yawned nıght of our yearnıng
and delıver us
