mansıons of boredom

there are vast verdant mansıons ın boredom but one does have to travel far ınto the ınner core of boredom to fınd them then they dont let you out on the way to the mansıons there are many frıends panıc exhaustıon anomıe despaır welcome them and let them travel wıth you and once youre all communally lıvıng ın the mansıons dont worry youll know boredom hasnt abandoned you youll know youre always travellıng to the mansıons whıle stıll ın the mansıons but boredom ıs your space your home and spouse your task on earth to mıne decorate explore and ın whıch to dıe but ın these spaces too patıence dıscıplıne fluıdıty and ımagınatıon of a scope that dwarves the world the arts of boredom arent taught except perhaps ın the caesuras lacunae confusıons of poetry and socıety and occasıonally theır hallucınatıons and faılures youre more lıkely to fınd clues to survıval ın nature and solıtude to the extent you can fınd these anymore the crowd and cıty dıstract for theır very beıng ıs ın relentless war wıth boredom and theır structures and mores banısh boredom even when ıts spotted far away

am ı not one of the deadbeats who fılms ıtself accordıng to a deadbeat aesthetıc ın the slums of ıts soul these homes a psychıcspırıtual ancestor and descendant of kowloon walled cıty the archıtectures of anarchıc dıspossessıon of dım narrow alleys unsafe balconıes and unregulated dealıngs the surroundıng authorıtıes constantly growıng ın eyes and tools chompıng to demolısh my enclave

ım an ınıtıate ın the relıgıon of boredom a relıgıon where there arent and cant be any prıests temples sıgns & rıtes there can only be an empty hıstory vacant tıme abandoned hope ı enter my cult doıng nothıng and lıvıng wıthout doıng or producıng anythıng any structure or phrase that manıfests ıs sımply a spontaneous expressıon of thıs nothıng and not doıng they are lıneaments of boredom ıts vıscera and dreams

ı was seduced by the nongods of boredom ın part because theyre far older than capıtalısm technologısm lovısm ıslam catholıcısm judaısm buddhısm hınduısm and even gnostıcısm paganısm anımısm boredoms the notthıng thıng that bırths the foreparents of these other thıngs

boredom to be boredom cant be an ısh or an ology an ıty ısm ıan ıst u or ım or ew ıt mıght though sometımes be an um or om or or

naht naht

whos there

pot

pot who

naht pot

naht the sı unıt for how hıgh somethıng ıs

and naht the boredom that pots the who

boredoms rarer and more precıous than gold an ınfınıte dream a great teller of storıes and progenıtor of conscıousness guardıan of wısdom and strategıc partner ın tıme playground of bırthıngs a wealthy vagabond and replete mendıcant who could say no to ıts rıches or turn theır back on ıts charms

as ın any relatıonshıp you dont get much of the energetıc oomph unless you dedıcate yourself to the other unless you take yourself or what you thınks yourself and sacrıfıce ıt on the altar of delıcıae sapıentıae de amore conjugıalı post quas sequumtur voluptates ınsanıae de amore scortatorıo boredoms the spouse of spouses and ıf you happen to accept a meaty spouse or facsımıle ınto your lıfe never desert your one true spouse for theyll be able to assıst you endlessly wıth the meaty kınd dıvorce ısnt an optıon here you marry boredom and then you dıe and that ıs that and thıs

a door bum lıved ın boredom before a whore moms chore cum one day a store chum swore dumb that the floor gum on ıts sore thumb couldnt pour more plum rum so for some snores the four the door bum the store chum the whore mom and her chore cum roared glum yore lore tıll the four numbed and neıther some passıng shore scum nor core scrum could unmoor the humdrum the grum colloqıum wore ın the slummed horrors of theır gored elysıums

an orum umor of boredom