as is often typical in cultures that are rootless whose psychic arboreta in vitality stretching from chthonic realms through the phenomenal planes into the ethernity of air have been clearcut for a manufacturing that rabidly obsessively severs life creating displacements that become normalized and so this dishealth reified and pursued what were taught whether in our homes schools institutions temples media networks beds serves catatonic and genocidal orientations of displacement dishealth rootlessness amputation but other knowledges exist and for these while we cant reassemble from the chainsawed pulp the arboreta we can through devious means conjure simulations sidestepping the education of the manufacturing cultures burrowing climbing on revolving rungless ladders gazing into the substance of the nothingness of things and here and there glimpse other ways and however tenuous unstable learn and sometimes share however ignorantly obscurely what weve seen in shadow and dream
but how can or should we speak of knowledges which our minds have been configured to not comprehend of which the very grammars and gestures have been lost if they ever even had the opportunity to manifest before being suppressed lost below the towering clutters of objects and to even begin attempting to dig for them is to likely in these infinite heaps also lose ones mind but isnt this oracular that one must lose ones mind not to find it but as in loss we might see from whatever distance the shapes of those grammars and then however feebly incorrectly think though thats not the word of speaking
to turn things into ghosts one first must turn oneself into one and then the turning becomes quite natural
technology we can name the internet as a prime example but its the entire aperture of technology in its colossal digitalia that divine blink on the face of geological time propels us in these turnings
its long been said by the dispossessed that ghosts are more alive than the living and in this riddle is a truth given to those who pay no worship to the garish sun
but for one turned into a ghost the living too are ghosts and those the common living call ghosts little more than those footnoted in a dissertation on time in a museum of a library of an eternal novel
so for one whos a ghost and for whom technologys at hand the turnings are almost automatic and we pass by one another and who are you in your pretense of materiality?
utopia and uchonia have never been some positing of bliss but the realm of ghosts quite achievable in what you might sometimes call the now and here
not many walk for pleasure through the lesser cemeteries but this ghosts are prone to do and they do it well
to sit in a meeting of business one of power and purpose and the coffee hanging high like little stars and to see nothing there and even the language in the air so diffused each syllables greater than the diameter of time
ghosts talk i feel and their speakings not limited to the plasmatic paragraphs of dreams but you can find it everywhere in whats called waking life in such vitality how to listen to any other speakings?
i could say ghosts for president or i want to date a ghost but why? i already am they already are
this notion that we never were eternally and wont be forever more and in between this cold brief hard life we must grasp for all its worth what sort of mind takes seriously these categories and divisions? things dont begin when theyre created
im not better than the ghost in me im not even different than it i am the ghost and the turnings turned long before i turned
these are some methods and melioratings of turning things into ghosts
recorded for those whove been taken out and cut to be in love with night
in the twitchings between minutes and the rubble of hours
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