confesiones elven

the modern relationships a boondoggle of necessity  an exuberance of futility   the more were in a relationship the less we are   its the compatibility of our mutual dysfunctions that continue dragging things into the concretized future

im a tricksters whos run out of track and so can only play tricks on itself   a rabbit without any lettuce  a magician in its own hat  a shaman exiled from night  a synecdoche lacking parts and wholes  a hole without orifice and an ocean without water  a signless language and a soundless music and a guileless art  a joke without a punch and a punch without alcohol   wherere my hops says the rabbit as it falls through potions with neither enchantment nor amelioration   an it without a substance and a scape without escape  a warren without enclosure or reserve

think it was a rue so who says as its crossing the border yes men are evil but man is good   yet to continue in the same old gendervein man is evil but men  well some  are good  or at least not as wholly and consistently evil as others   yet      yet         yet

homeopathys stupid in its commonly understood literal meaning but as a spiritual principle  alchemical  like on like  its the only way      i avoid losing my mind  eg destructive madness  through losing my mind  eg writing walking

have i told you i like absinthe   cliches  while superficially tedious  can contain hidden within themselves låttès øf trüth   so here we tread in the waters of absence and ask the hed rerring icken and chegg question which came first  absenth or absince?   lets apply the ancientfuture science of nymhematology to this conundrum   the first term  which is absinthe when its not here  contains within it sense of a sort and zen of a different sort   the second  which is absent absence  contains within in quite clearly sin and less clearly sinth or synth rousing all the possibilities the y or why offering gifts us      so we see the commons is abse  which is the vocative singular of absus or unoccupied  having no tenancy  so homeless and empty   while the uncommons sense combined with nonsense contrasted with asense   in summary a great deal   what wed like to point out on this occasion  leaving the vast spiritometallurgical riches to another time  is that absinthe  most truly wormwood raised to the power of divine inebriation  is liquid apophaticism and the elixir of the apophatic  and so  for anyone who knows about knowing  the green well of god

so heres the chart of everything

practical suicides more likely in any of the five decay decades  which is more than half of life which isnt bad   the horizontal baby decades are about learning and consciousnessbuilding   the horizontal prime decades are about consolidation vitality and consciousnessinplace   the horizontal decay decades are about shockecstasy and consciousnessfragments   postninety and prezerozero things loop polydirectionally   migrating as weve said from 60 to 60s a move from primedecay to decaybaby  what an op  eg   and many other relationships which we explicate in great detail for your edification and financial growth in the selfpublished book how to dominate while saying youre not along with webinars and sexual services all available of course for extra wallops of fees   we shouldve been a harharbored business life guru principal consultant or an elan musth we shouldve

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