on seeking tribe iv

and our family needs no holiday to get together no till and westament to gather no messenger group to gab and blab agreement and acrimony alike not dominant in the grammar insert a negation its a smirk a caress a subversion we talk all the time and dont often even know each others names for whats a name in that bubble and froth the talk is all

our tribe doesnt evangelize nor does it exclude come to death if you want dont come if you dont though well tell you if you havent got it yet that do and want in those usual senses and incenses arent any ruling actions and not just as action isnt any ruling action youre of the family you arent even if you are or arent no patriarchy no matriarchy no battles of the sex or exes but endless awe musing listening groping uttering on the seeking of the seeking and the inevitable participation in these wavess a sign of membership without card or cash and indicator of the having entered into death 

not that family members get along in what we call the republic of the vertical for the vertical or living realms are rife with strife and walls and weapons are the foundational structural industries and presences and even the tribe of the vertical dead have no recourse in the face of such woeful rites

a debate among my dinner party is the extent to which one can accept any recognition and praise that might accidentally accrue from the living attributing to our talk any worth in their world should they happenstantially notice any escaping gas from death those prizes remunerations titles directorships publications favours estimations entries & clubs suckings & tungs virtues & lauds and so on ad vominitum we do not know

and so were a family without home yet and this is mystery exiled to the river which is nohome but becomes home by that warp of spirit through which seeming opposites the atunements of transmute one another in the way that objects reflecting in opposite mirrors are still just mirrors and so it is and isnt and welcome to the dead

take books for books more than films or music or dance are dead though one should never underestimate the amount and degree of death residing in anything but books most peculiarly and perhaps at times exclusively in their physical forms maintain within themselves properties and legislations of the dead riddles and clues as it were to assist you on your dark journey we can speculate as to why books and not just any book surely but the books of the dead and not those necessarily that assume such titles lists are puerile why books contain more and better hints and conjure better guides still untrustworthy of course but still more knowledgeable and wise and full of grace than nonbooks despite nonbooks of the dead containing much and if you must trust the latter wholly you still can go as far and farther but on average with more disasters and we know these categories can seem to dissolve and do dissolve whether in the ages before the internet or the ages after for whats a book anymore and do they even exist and why and tiktoks all

but book stalks among the fads and fashions blips and bytes and the land of the dead may be nothing but a book and when you enter you like all become a glyph and so book is written and so book is read

we have much more to say on seeking tribe and entering death and we havent even really spoken yet about the important practice of background love but some of this can be found in other writings of sadoo and more in book and the sayings less than the seekings and if youre designed to seek our tribe you will theres no other way