30.11.22

坐忘


whats it talking about


communication


doesnt seem like communication


its ironic


i dont get it


its practising fana


its not sufi its not even muslim


a kind of paramuslim fana


thats not fana anymore


its ironic


is it making fun of us


i think its making fun of itself


i dont think it likes us


its more that its been eaten by the game


i dont get it


the fana game


like the dead are past liking and unliking


or the ironically dead cant tell what they like because everything constantly cycles through being tasty and being nauseous so the two cant be fathomed and become confused and are experienced as one


so why does it even bother talking


the living part of it cant help itself 


but the dead part of it wants to stop


the dead part of it and the living part of it subvert each other and maybe this mutual subversion is what talks


is that why it doesnt make any sense


it might make sense if you apply a different grammar


how am i supposed to do that


practice ironic fana


but you said it was about communication


it is dont you see 


no


the essential problem of communication is alterity and what greater alterity is there than death


but doesnt ironic death negate that


irony simultaneously negates and affirms which is what makes it irony


sometimes dont you just long for the simple things


like a box of cheerios


no


what are the simple things


i dont know anymore


lets just sit and forget


and ride the transformational thoroughfare to darkness obscurity and chaos


i dont know about that


lets just sit and forget

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