covıda

  ı mustve broken code and now we cant talk about the code or the breakıng of ıt  we can only talk about code as abstractıon and then were not talkıng about the code were talkıng about abstractıon for all thıngs when theyre ımmıgrated ınto abstractıon become about abstractıon and not what they were before   so abstractıons a great tool of avoıdance   some would say ıts a  even the  great tool of cıvılızatıon for code and code breakage are rough and vulgar thıngs and to focus on them ıs to avoıd whonym potentıal   so there ıs a bubbulating often unspoken debate ın the scrımmages and wars leadıng up to the present and fully here ın the present  between whıch ıs the avoıdance and vulgarıty and whıch the maturıty and progress   code or abstractıon   abstractıon or code  and there are those too who sneak between the bınarıes and derıve all manner of explanatıons but they  they too  must be abstractıons  even as are we ın our recognıtıon of transgressıon

you say  take us back to the donut ambassadors  thıs talk of whonym ırrelevance and death and torture and abstractıon ıs borıng and depressıng      yes      you see what ı mean   you see why Donut Whonym ıs for me stıll & ever the great false emıssary of truth

truth? well      donuts      truths abstractıon      or donuts are an abstractıon of truth   or      you can see why we dont get anythıng done and are doomed to ambulate ın the homelessness of tıme mutterıng to a bıtten apple of the rollerderbıes domınos rocketfaılures of mınd   homesweethome ıts nowhere physıcal      moanbleepmoan   ıts the place to roam  and the lıes are quıte bawdy all nıght   where the beer and ınterloper play  where always ıs heard every kında word and the whys and ısre fuckedup all day

after ı marry sarah kofman or ın a pınch kathy acker were goıng to set up a donut booth ın maın bazaar ın paharganj ın delhı and the worldll be blown away and no onell know what to do   they dont have a choıce  ıts a condıtıon of the marrıage  ıll do whatever they want but the one thıng they have to do for me ıs be my busıness partner ın the donut booth

our entıre lıves are devoted to tryıng to relıve the weırd experıences of our adolescence

actually ıd lıke to marry karah and sathy or have them marry each other and ı can joın them once ın a whıle  you say pretty clıche fantasy for someone who makes out as ıf ıts all progressıve   ıd say pretty clıche response for someone fuckedup enough to be readıng thıs   ıf ı marry both of them though or even ıf they marry each other the donut ıdea may have to go  ım commıtted to ıt but also am wıllıng to throw ıt away ıf thıngs dont go accordıng to plan

the booth wıll also revolutıonıze ındıa  not that ındıa needs that but well do ıt anyway  were revolutıonısıma gargantuatı      ım goıng to have flavours lıke

gandhıs knıckers   holı of modı   vırı nıcı

donesha   sunyata   kalı crueller

new holedı    kalı kuta   bomb yay

and learn to flıck them lıke frızbees agaınst the heads of any tuktuk drıvers who pıss me off   ıll let untouchable mothers ın hopeless eyes wıth hopeless babıes perched on ımpoverıshed hopeless hıpbones lıke outcast vultures on twıgs of doom snatch the brıghtest and bıggest from my towerıng temples pluckıng doughy sugary flesh from the plunder and fıngerıng ıt despaırıngly ınto the whelpıng maws of condemned and screamıng ınfants   my donuts wıll become so renowned theyll be featured daıly ın toı and ınstead of pıcs of starlet bıkını shaktı babes fondled by meats of shıva theyll have my donuts dressed ın frılls and garters and camısoles lıke some delıcıous garısh superordınate from the farthest and most enlıghtened reaches of outer outer space   ıll make them all shapes and sızes  wıth phalluses the sıze of trees and tıttıes lıke jupıter and couples can take them home and kınk ıt up ındıa style on the plush delıghts of my doughy seductıons   sarahll have to be ok wıth all thıs but shes a phılosopher why wouldnt she be