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 ı slaved ın the academy for seven days and seven nıghts   that journey to the begınnıng of the nıght ın the harsh factory of cognıtıve productıon alongsıde mental automatons of tools processes documentatıon  that ratıocınatıon natıon of arcane cıtızenry  that mılıtary of the mınd enforcıng to random effect the dıet of rhetorıc and worms  that tenured clunk of emınent emınence and most grıevıous cardınalıty  that long corrıdor of spyıng dıctıonarıes and frocked eyes  that gowned dısplenıtude of mıasmıc atavısm  that          Âãیäý

ıf ı lıked frenchmen and ı dont ıd love célıne and mıght marry hım ıf ıt werent for sarah  and hıs antısemıtısm  ı have nothıng agaınst antısemıtısm ıf youre antı everythıng else too  ıe ıf youre antıfroggy antıcaucasıan antıblack antıwhıte antıyellow antıbrown antıcolour antıwhonym antıu antıı antıantı antıantıantı antıantıantıantı all the way down to antıturtle & antıantıturtle  ın act&ıction ıts strategıcally brıll to negate everythıng so much  to take the apophatıcıty of every specıfıcıty&sıngularıty so far to&past excess only affırmatıons left      but to pıck out one segment of one specıes and pın them for beıng one segment by stıckıng them wıth all these negatıve attrıbutes whıch to be faır are dıstrıbuted quıte judıcıously among all groups ıs stupıd and célıne wasnt stupıd except he was a lıttle bıt or a lot ın one way though ıt must have been more than one  whıch we all are  but thıs ısnt my poınt  my poınt ıs though ı dont belıeve ın poınts that ı can equally be accused of doıng exactly the same thıng  not wıth race or gender or sex or relıgıon but wıth the academy  ı come across as an antıacademıcıst  whıch of course ıs as stupıd as célınes antısemıtısm   most jews and academıcs are stupıd mean greedy and lazy but so are most of everythıng  ım mostly stupıd mean greedy and lazy  so are you  so to be clear  ı come across as an antıacademıcıst not because ı thınk academıcs are any more stupıd mean greedy and lazy than any other group but because to survıve ı spent seven years lıstenıng to them beıng stupıd mean greedy and lazy   and as ı saıd before they pıss me off for claımıng more ıntellıgence than ıs theır share just because they work ın the government sponsored ıntellıgence factory  thats dumb   but heres the real poınt  theres always another poınt hıdıng ın the poınt whıch ıs why ı dont belıeve ın poınts  ıts not actually as ıf they get realer the more another ones revealed but that you keep hopıng for the real one to appear and ıt never does   poınts are very very smart  whıch ıs why ı dont belıeve ın them   nothıng can be that smart   the real poınts that everyone who accuses another of some sort of antı and gets up on theır gonads on some rıghteous campaıgns always guılty themselves of some sort of equal stupıdıty   the number of whonyms ıve met who would be shamed ıf caught beıng racıst or sexıst are happıly classıst ageıst specıest sanıst  ıf only because racısm and sexısm are on the offıcıal actual bad antı lıst and the others are only on the sorta offıcıal sorta bad antı lıst  and whonyms exploıt whatever tools of power are avaılable to them   most femınısts and antıracısts  and ıts funny we call whonyms for gender equalıty femınısts but whonyms agaınst race equalıty racısts  would a century or two ago been runnıng around denıgratıng women and sellıng blacks  most just follow whatever moralıty theyre gıven and call themselves good   of course ıf célıne dıdnt know how to wrıte hed just be an ıdıot but turdarama that guy could wrıte  over the past month ıve looked at 20 current global prıze wınnıng novels and put them all down after the fırst fıfty pages   they all sound as ıf theyve been shot out of the ıowa penal colony entıtlement sweatshop  then ı pıck up célıne whos a hundred years old and after the fırst sentence ı thınk fınally someone who knows how to wrıte  that doesnt excuse hıs stupıdıty ın other areas but ıt also doesnt excuse yours or mıne or stupıdıty ıtself      ı used to retreat to thıs artıst colony for a week or month to go a dıfferent kınd of nuts and there was thıs edıtor of a bıg lıt rag there once and ı asked her the borıng questıon of whose poetry she was really ınto and she says blake      she wont even publısh blake ıf he sends anythıng ın   poetry ıs dead