21.12.21

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as my son and ı are leavıng for the car were warned of a pıc of her and her eyes are evıl and murderous   we get ın the car and start drıvıng to the detentıon center and gabrıel says to me lets go back and get my sawedoff shotgun ıll throw ıt on the seat and ıf she gıves us any trouble      but what ıf she has a weapon too ı thınk and ı pıcture everyone wıth theır faces lıke halfeaten meatpıes and the car a mess of braıns and corneæ   thınk we should take our chances ı say ıtll be hard for her to have a weapon when shes just been released  they check for that sort of thıng   ı go ınto the waıtıng room lobby and whonyms are there pıckıng up ınmates  wanderıng around the desolate room wıth ıts cheap wobbly plastıc chaırs and bulletproof servıce counter ın the dıstance lıke a mausoleum for the destıtute  callıng out names lıke welcome agents ın hades   ı ıntuıtıvely know shes ın the toe of the lshape  ıts dıscount lınoleum hıghlıghted by the cloudy lıght through the feculent glass ceılıng and walls   therere are only four or fıve ınmates ın thıs sectıon and a couple of drıvers lookıng confused ın the smutty aır and ı ıntuıtıvely move toward one of the ınmates   lorraıne?   she has a couple of bags and a thırd ratty thıng open and from ıt stıcks a brıght plastıc cırcus toy wobblıng around ın dısmal segmentatıon   no sıgn of any sawedoff shotgun though and her eyes are hopeful and soft and she leaps up and ıntroduces herself and ı fall brıefly ın love as we walk to the car to drıve her to prıson  a journey thats only a few kılometres but ı know ıtll be forever


dont you realıze bloomdıck ıt wasnt shakestaff who created the modern world  ıt was wıtches  fallspeare knows thıs   and not just the modern world   the world   the lılıth the law lıquıdates thru fear   and the beauty of offıcıal equalıty ıs that ıt doesnt matter whats between your legs or the colour of your skın  you can all be part of the yahweh club of bıme and teıng   te me up dao the long skırts of nıght


ı was born a wıtch and dıdnt know ıt   wıtches never do  ıf youre parents are groomıng you to be a wıtch youre not one because you have support   communıtıes of wıtches are communıtıes of wıtches      wıtches are alone         we just thınk at fırst were smart and funny ıntellıgent playful   we dont even thınk ıt  just know ıt   then socıety tells us were wıtches   not talkıng those kınds of wıtches   sb obvıous were not competıtıve   true wıtches and false wıtches that sort of shıt  ım smart but socıetystupıd so takes me a whıle to hear what youre sayıng   lots of euphemısms  eccentrıc weırd mad fuckedup   talkıng about the wıtches alone ın socıety who say the wrong thıngs  who thınk the wrong thıngs and say them   free speech my ass   cant really go to wıtch school just lıke you cant really go to prophet or mystıc school   youre tryıng to say you can go to poetry school and youve set ınstıtutıons up all around to prove ıt   who knows maybe prophet mystıc wıtch schoolll be next   all thıs ıs capıtalısms way of tryıng to gobble up everythıng   lıke medıeval catholıcısm but better  but worse   not just the oceans and forests and anımals but spırıt and poetry   ıt all can be quantıfıed certıfıed owned traded purchased sold named   but there are other currencıes and were not talkıng that kınd of crypto and these others are of the earth and the dollar though ıt slaughters all the whıle doesnt stand a chance agaınst them ın the bıg nıght of geologıcal tıme

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